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I really don't know what to do anymore. This is my second time posting anything, the first one was introducing myself. After my colonoscopy September 2011, my new gastro indicated that he wanted to try the Remicade again. I stopped using it because I was scared of all the side effects. Im at the point that I dont care what side effects it has. I can't continue feeling this way. I decided that I would wait to start it until I met with a specialist in NYC to see what she recommends. I made the appoinment for October 19, 2011 (which is tomorrow). Thank god that I called today to confirm the appointment because they indicated to me that no such appointment was scheduled!!! I thought I was hearing wrong. So now my appointment is scheduled for Nov. 14. Nothing sooner. Everytime, I use the bathroom its like shards of glass coming out. (Im sorry for the TMI). Im in extreme pain. The tramadol doesn't do anything. My gastro won't prescribe me anything stronger. I take Asacol and Entocort. I just started Flax seed oil supplements and Marshmallow root supplements. Nothing is helping me at all. Everyday that I deal with this, I get extremely depressed. I just want to be normal. Many doctor's dont want to help because they say my condition is too difficult. Im at a loss...