:/ im worried becuase i had a lot of bleeding and lots of ulcers and i started remicade. they say remicade can make you heal fast, which i guess it did for me(not completly unfortunatly) and i think i may have lots of scar tissue now...
i always have lots of slushing noises in my gut, espeically when i lay down on my back, and when i lay on my sides even more so. and my stools that are formed now are much thinner than they used to be. i also still get pains that last for about a minute and make me grab my lower belly left side, where most of the inflammation is(thank god no more perianal pain i couldnt even sit, this is what made me admit myself to the hospital twice, lots of ulceration and fistulas in sphincter). i just had a scope done before starting the remicade in the hospital so we are def not going to do another one to look for scar tissue(at least i hope not) but is there anyway i can tell that i have scarring and narrowing? :depressed:
ontop of that i have a swollen lymph node on my back that i had ultrasounded. we have to keep a very close eye on this now also due to the threat of cancer. i dont know if i can take all of this at 19 especially since im sort of a perfectionist and and think way too much all this is literally eating me alive mind and body. thanks for the help