What the eff.

[xoxava]

ugh. i need a vent. this will probably be long. im just so annoyed right now. i seriously want to hurt someone right now. a "friend" that ive known since kindergarten has been avoiding me because shes afraid of catching crohns. WTF?! last i checked you couldnt just 'catch' crohns.. i swear. immaturity and uneducated people really piss me off. not to mention ive been feeling absolutely horrible. i went to the er and had a upper respiratory infection and my whole body ached for a week. i have this god awful headache, my joints hurts, my stomach hurts, i cant eat, when i do eat i **** it out..or throw it up..and when i was crying begging for my finace to take me to the er the other night he didnt want to take me bc he said im addicted to pain medication! HOW COULD YOU HAVE THE NERVE. i know that its addicting.. but my god.. i feel like ****. please, have my stomach pain for a day.. heck even an hour and tell me how you feel. i havent went to the er for pain relief in WEEKS! then he wants to throw in my face that i am psychologically addicted to pain meds..no screw you. if you had a second of what i go through you would be bitching and be in tears a lot quicker than i am. its so aggervating. i just want people to UNDERSTAND. and they never will. i hate that i feel SO AMAZING when i get remicade and for like the next week, maybe week and a half and then everything goes to hell and im having d, throwing up and having the worse pain ever. I HATE THIS STUPID DISEASE. like why do we even have to have it? why do we have to suffer? what about the people who take advantage of life and everything else.. what about them? they dont have to deal with anything.. ever. everything is just placed on a silver platter for them. i want that.

sorry for the rant i hope everyone is doing well.

 

[ekay03]

That is a mean thing to say. I understand how you feel. You are not alone. I hope you feel better soon.

 

[25times]

I take percocet for the pain too, and I've had a couple people tell me that I'm addicted. There is a huge difference between being psychologically addicted and physically addicted. And you're probably not either one of them. Needing something to feel normal is not a problem. That would be kind of like telling him that he can't have water. I know what it's like to need painkillers everyday just to function. Don't feel bad for that. My GI dr wants me to get off the percocet pretty soon. I know I have to, but right now I'm having horrible joint pain, muscle aches, and still a bit of stomach pain. So no offense to everyone I know, but you can **** yourself if you think I'm going to live in pain just because you think I'll get addicted. They don't know what it's like, and they probably never will.
Do what makes you feel good. I hope you're not addicted to them, although I don't think you are.

 

[bruscar]

Hey xo,
Sorry to say it but your fiance appears to be a bit of an a*se hol* !!

WTF is right whose side is he on ??

Thats the greatest load of horse s*it i ever heard.

You hang in there my friend. Your right if only we could share our pain for ten minutes !!


As for that muppet that thinks she will catch crohns ,i would fill her with panic and let her take the whole three mins to find out what crohns is ? . . . and then wait for her to come crawling back with a major apology.

You came to the right place to get back up, go shopping on you fiance's credit card and just say its a form of PAIN RELIEF !!

Big Hugs

XX

 

[tiloah]

It's unfortunate there is so much ignorance about chronic conditions. I'd say anyone who would avoid you for fear of "catching" what you have isn't worth your time, although it's tough when it's someone you've known for so long.

I wish I could take the pain away for you. Sending good thoughts to you.

Unfortunately even people who are in chronic pain can become painkiller addicts. Is it possible for you and your fiance to see a chronic pain specialist together? That might help allay some of his fears and also put you on the right track so that you don't become addicted. You shouldn't be going the ER to get pain pills if you are in so much pain anyway (by this I mean you should have access to them without going to the ER).

I hope you feel better.

 

[troydanielbecker]

ditto from diesanduhr.

 

[xoxava]

My Dr will only prescribe meds that are too low and won't work for the pain. I go to er and get diluadid and a script for percocet bc its the only thing that works. The others would have worked but I was on them religiously when I was 14 for kidney stones and other issues by my Dr and now they don't do ****!

 

[25times]

I think you should have your doctor refer you to a pain specialist. They can help gauge your pain, and figure out a plan (including painkillers) that will help you cope. If you're anything like me, you need the painkillers but you don't want to be on them for the rest of your life. I'm going to ask my doctor to give me referal, because I literally can't function without narcotics.

 

[nannajcraw]

omg how true

ugh. i need a vent. this will probably be long. im just so annoyed right now. i seriously want to hurt someone right now. a "friend" that ive known since kindergarten has been avoiding me because shes afraid of catching crohns. WTF?! last i checked you couldnt just 'catch' crohns.. i swear. immaturity and uneducated people really piss me off. not to mention ive been feeling absolutely horrible. i went to the er and had a upper respiratory infection and my whole body ached for a week. i have this god awful headache, my joints hurts, my stomach hurts, i cant eat, when i do eat i **** it out..or throw it up..and when i was crying begging for my finace to take me to the er the other night he didnt want to take me bc he said im addicted to pain medication! HOW COULD YOU HAVE THE NERVE. i know that its addicting.. but my god.. i feel like ****. please, have my stomach pain for a day.. heck even an hour and tell me how you feel. i havent went to the er for pain relief in WEEKS! then he wants to throw in my face that i am psychologically addicted to pain meds..no screw you. if you had a second of what i go through you would be bitching and be in tears a lot quicker than i am. its so aggervating. i just want people to UNDERSTAND. and they never will. i hate that i feel SO AMAZING when i get remicade and for like the next week, maybe week and a half and then everything goes to hell and im having d, throwing up and having the worse pain ever. I HATE THIS STUPID DISEASE. like why do we even have to have it? why do we have to suffer? what about the people who take advantage of life and everything else.. what about them? they dont have to deal with anything.. ever. everything is just placed on a silver platter for them. i want that.

sorry for the rant i hope everyone is doing well.

when u said ur fiance said u r addicted to ur pain meds hit home so close my ex now lol did the same thing he wouldnt even sit in the er room with me he was so un feeling but when it came to friends asking about me oh he took it on like he was so concerned and caeing what an ass he was lol better without him:ylol: i went through e=thing you have said i have an ileostomy for 7mths now life has changed some but guess what sweety i can eat what i want no ***** no puking still have some uncomfortable intenstal every now and then heres the great thing NO F'N PREDNISONEi was where u are god i cant believe the similarities in our stories remicaid only works so long i am on imuran some of my hair fell out at first but it was be vain or healthy and after what i was through healthy won i have had 9 ops and been to the hosp. and amiited aroun 45 times going on almost 2yrs. god love ya hon i feel u are where i was not to long ago talk to ur gi ask him for more options but please stay away from humaria. i feel i have found a friend already my first time on here please write me back :hang::mademyday: ty jamie