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How are you doing now grace?

Yea :( and I think I have another fissure as well :(

I think my fistula closed off and another abscess is forming :(

I do have people to talk to but they'd get pretty upset if I told them :( I've calmed down a bit but I'm still very tired of all this :(

Life is so unfair :(

Thinking about suicide again

Had another bowel movement and it was back to normal, I guess it was the prunes. I had pain with some bowel movements yesterday and got scared that I had another fissure, had a breakdown and ended up at the counseling center at my college. The lady I saw there believes that I'm angry all of the...

I had a bowel movement this morning that was near completely black, but when I wiped it was a normal brown. I assume if it was blood that when I wiped it would be black also? And I had a lot of prunes yesterday and the day before so idk if that caused it

Went to gp and he thinks anxiety is causing everything. Prescribed me propranolol 10 mg, haven't used it And my stool is hard all over again. I drank a half dose of miralax

nope, none of my doctors have mentioned me being put on either of those

Scheduled fistulatomy for sometime before thanksgiving. This fatigue is still bothering me, I wonder if I've been over hydrating

I just want it to be over

Feels like my life is becoming dominated by this :( why can't I just have a normal body

I have an appointment with my surgeon tomorrow morning about the fistula I've been have loose bowel movements the last couple of days, but today the bowel movements got a little painful and the stool has changed into a kind of soft, mushy that takes a while to pass and seems sticky. Ugh I hate...

No, the last couple of blood tests I had say everything regarding that was normal, although I had another blood test taken when I went to doctor about groin pain so I should get those results soon

Update: I managed to survive today but have realized that my college has bad quality toilet paper >.< the fistula has been hurting a bit throughout the day so I'm really scared it'll start bleeding >.< I'm gonna make an appointment with surgeon soon. Now I feel super fatigued. I don't know why I...

Fistula hurting a little during my first 2 bowel movements, leaving home soon. I feel really scared

Sorta feel like just giving up

Finished up the antibiotics 2 days but I developed loose bowel movements last night that's lasted till today, there's yellow stringy stuff in it, idk what that is. Last bowel movement has small solid pieces and then mushy stool following it. Been having that pain in my groin still, had an...

My bowel movement have changed and today and yesterday I had frequent bowel movements but normal consistency throughout the day until evening came. Then I had 2-3 loose stools and extreme fatigue. Idk if the antibiotics are causing it, I'm taking augmentin