Well, I will start out that I have Crohns Disease since Jan 09. I am 26 currently. I lost 100 lbs from 08-09 and was in so much pain I landed in the ER. With a CT scan then a Colonoscopy I was diagnosed. I never in my life heard of this disease before my diagnosis. I had a resection in Jan 2010. They removed 2ft of my small intestines and 2 large abcesses. I was in and out of the hospital from my diagnosis until my surgery complaining of my symptoms. The doctors pretty much made me feel like a "drug seeker" and a "looney" Well finally I had a great surgeon review my ct scan in Jan2010 and say we need to to an emergency bowel resection on ya! I was obstructed pretty bad and my insides were just dead. They left me wide open because the infection was soooooo bad. I had to heal from the inside out. Well now it has been two years since my surgery and Im starting back with many of my previous issues. I did have a fairly problem free pregnancy and my daughter is 5 months old now. During the pregnancy I was hospitalized twice, once because of horrible pain they say was the"adhesions" from my surgery and second at 8 months preggo with a fairly large DVT in my right leg. MAN I HATE BLOOD THINNERS!!! I also have a 7 year old son whom I never had a single problem with and never had any symptoms back then. I had him when I was 18. Well yadda yadda yadda. My current problem is I have not worked since my resection, the diarrhea is just too bad. And I am sitting her with NO MEDICAL INSURANCE. I had insurance during my pregnancy but of course they could not test much of anything. Well now my Diarrhea is more frequent but in small amounts and very dark a has a lot of mucus. I am having a lot of pain in my gut that comes and goes. I also feel like blah and cannot do much of anything. No energy no nothing. My 7 year old a baby girl get the little that I have left. I know I have a B-12 def. but cannot afford the injections. I really need a colonoscopy last one was right after my resection bout 2 years ago. And I swear I feel like I have a partial blockage. Last time I could not use the restroom so Im not really sure this time. I have went into the ER and the CTscan showed wall thickening and inflammation. And they hooked me right up with prednisone(YUK!) and again made me feel nuts. What should I do.. Anyone out there have any ideas for me... I just need something I cannot do it anymore. Thats why I have turned to the internet for help. I know no one who has this horrible disease to even ask for help or ideas. Thank you, PS Sorry so long IM venting.