27, a worrier, and scared

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Hi!

I'm a 27 year old high school teacher. I love the outdoors - camping, hiking, kayaking, motorcycles, etc. this has been problematic lately.

In 2008 I was diagnosed and put on pentasa. Worked decently. In 2012, I started taking humira and basically felt like someone without the disease. It was great.

In June 2014, I began to have constant fevers and butt pain. My GI couldn't figure it out. This went on until August, when I took myself to the er. They gave me antibiotics for a perianal abscess and sent me home. After those, there was no change - back to the ER. They cut open the abscess and it didn't drain. I was admitted for iv antibiotics for 5 days then a week later had a fistulotomy.

I was better, but not perfect. I missed many days of work this year. In April 2015, I was admitted to the hospital for C diff. My ct scan looked terrible, but I was sent home in 3 days. My GI said my ct "wasn't that bad." When my surgeon saw it, he sent me for an Mri and determined I needed a colon resection.

My nutrition was extremely low so I was admitted to hospital 10 days prior to surgery for tpn and antibiotics. Surgery was June 5. 25 inches were removed, but I didn't need an ostomy. My healing went well and after 14 total days, I was sent home On TPN.

Then I got a fever and knew something was wrong. Ct showed an abscess so I just went and had a JP drain put in. Interventional radiologist said there's actually 2 abscesses, and he hopes they both drain through the one he treated.

I'm a mess. My girlfriend has been the most supportive, positive, and best nurse ever, BUT we've lost all the fun we like to have. I've been down for the better part of a year and she needs to have her needs met, too. I know it isn't my fault/choice, but I feel terrible.

It feels like one problem after another. I can't live my life the way I want. I'm young and want to have experiences. And my biggest fear is becoming so bad that I can't work and support us. I think of all the negatives and it is scaring me to death.

Could this just be a bump in the road? Once we get the abscess sorted out maybe I'll go back to being okay for a while? I hope. This has been hard. We have even been looking into medical marijuana. I'll try almost anything to feel better.
 
I'm sorry you're having such a rough time. I have perianal Crohn's, and it's been a roller coaster. I had a good year, and then broke out again. Currently I've been in remission for a year with Remicade and Azathioprine. They say biologics work better on fistulas and abscesses combined with Azathioprine. Coffee, alcohol and nicotine can make your Crohn's worse. I also went to a nutritionist to tweak my diet. I'm on low residue. Try to keep your stress levels low too. Things may look bleak right now, but it gets better. When you have good days, make the most of those.
 
I'm sorry that you are dealing with this and hope things improve soon!

Are your doctors IBD specialists? Would you feel better if you had a second opinion?
 
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