confused from aus
hey my name is rachael, i am 21 years old, i got told i had crohns last march but they think ive had it for 9 10 years, since then i have had many flare ups which have meant many stays in hospital, i started on 38 tablets a days with many times on roids, i have been finding my illness every hard to come to terms with, such as my social life is different now, and my with my partner its every hard for him to, but for me i not coping every well i dont fully understand the disease my self, i went and seen a new surg 2 weeks ago and now have to see another guy in a couple weeks to talk about trying infliximab and also hurmia, and if they dont work well then surg is one to, i just find all this so very scary, there are many times where i get so upset and just cry cause i wont to learn more about this i wont to no whats happening to my body, i can feel whats happening but dont understand i dont looked it all up on the net but every one is different, i just hope there comes a day where they find a cure, cause i dont no if i can keep going like this forever.. any help or ideas would be great..
hey my name is rachael, i am 21 years old, i got told i had crohns last march but they think ive had it for 9 10 years, since then i have had many flare ups which have meant many stays in hospital, i started on 38 tablets a days with many times on roids, i have been finding my illness every hard to come to terms with, such as my social life is different now, and my with my partner its every hard for him to, but for me i not coping every well i dont fully understand the disease my self, i went and seen a new surg 2 weeks ago and now have to see another guy in a couple weeks to talk about trying infliximab and also hurmia, and if they dont work well then surg is one to, i just find all this so very scary, there are many times where i get so upset and just cry cause i wont to learn more about this i wont to no whats happening to my body, i can feel whats happening but dont understand i dont looked it all up on the net but every one is different, i just hope there comes a day where they find a cure, cause i dont no if i can keep going like this forever.. any help or ideas would be great..