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When I was very young, between 5-10, I was reasonably well built and healthy for my age. I was academically years ahead of where I was supposed to be. I'm definitely not boasting here, I recognise that academic achievement isn't the bottom line with intelligence, but for the sake of this thread that's what we'll be referring to academic ability as.
As I hit my teenage years, I started having issues with my weight. I ate unholy amounts of food, I absolutely pigged out at meals, but I wouldn't put anything on. At school, I slowly lost my lead, and my performance became a lot more normal... and it stayed there, while what was expected of me just getting more and more demanding.
I've noticed the decline for a while now. Basic mental arithmetic that I used to be able to solve in a moment takes me ages now. I can never concentrate on anything for too long; I'm easily distracted and easily bored. Books, hell even video games struggle to hold my attention anymore. I pause films halfway through to make a cup of tea because I feel like stretching my legs.
I'm not going to call myself an idiot (that's your jobs ) but I feel like something went wrong, and I can't help but feel that so many issues in my life share that one root cause.
So what about all of you? Did you notice anything going on upstairs in the lead up to your first incident? For those of you that've managed remission, has your mind been clearer at all?
As I hit my teenage years, I started having issues with my weight. I ate unholy amounts of food, I absolutely pigged out at meals, but I wouldn't put anything on. At school, I slowly lost my lead, and my performance became a lot more normal... and it stayed there, while what was expected of me just getting more and more demanding.
I've noticed the decline for a while now. Basic mental arithmetic that I used to be able to solve in a moment takes me ages now. I can never concentrate on anything for too long; I'm easily distracted and easily bored. Books, hell even video games struggle to hold my attention anymore. I pause films halfway through to make a cup of tea because I feel like stretching my legs.
I'm not going to call myself an idiot (that's your jobs ) but I feel like something went wrong, and I can't help but feel that so many issues in my life share that one root cause.
So what about all of you? Did you notice anything going on upstairs in the lead up to your first incident? For those of you that've managed remission, has your mind been clearer at all?