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Im 29 and I have been diagnosed with severe Crohn's disease this month after I was hospitalized for a week In April. It all seems a little bit like a blur. Fine I always had stomach problems (thought its was just IBS). But when I went to the hospital that night, honestly I thought I had food poisoning. Then it's like ok, intestines r inflamed. Antibiotics don't work after three weeks of taking them. Let's do an MRI, and there it was the fistula and then the diagnose.
I'm honestly fine with it. I've been taking imurek and budenofalk ever since and I feel good. Never have cramps or anything. So now my doc wants me to start taking Humira. Obviously I was shocked to hear that I would have to inject myself for the rest of my life. But after a couple of days I've gotten used to the thought...honestly I've been telling myself that ppl with diabetes got it way worse when it comes to this I guess...
The thing is just this I guess I keep on asking myself this:
Can I really not live without taking this medication?
Is it really worth all the possible side effects? (My mother died of breast cancer so I imagine I may already be at risk enough)
What if I actually get better at one point but will never know because you can't really stop the medication? I mean seriously, my body just started overproducing this protein, why would it not just regulate it again at one point?
I feel like I'm asking my doctor this questions and well apart from the fact that I live abroad and it's not my native language and sometimes I feel I may not understand everything a 100% I have the feeling she always talks around my questions.
I really don't know what to do? Does anyone have any advice please?
I'm honestly fine with it. I've been taking imurek and budenofalk ever since and I feel good. Never have cramps or anything. So now my doc wants me to start taking Humira. Obviously I was shocked to hear that I would have to inject myself for the rest of my life. But after a couple of days I've gotten used to the thought...honestly I've been telling myself that ppl with diabetes got it way worse when it comes to this I guess...
The thing is just this I guess I keep on asking myself this:
Can I really not live without taking this medication?
Is it really worth all the possible side effects? (My mother died of breast cancer so I imagine I may already be at risk enough)
What if I actually get better at one point but will never know because you can't really stop the medication? I mean seriously, my body just started overproducing this protein, why would it not just regulate it again at one point?
I feel like I'm asking my doctor this questions and well apart from the fact that I live abroad and it's not my native language and sometimes I feel I may not understand everything a 100% I have the feeling she always talks around my questions.
I really don't know what to do? Does anyone have any advice please?