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Regular Joe

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Hi friends,

I haven't been around for a while, so I wanted to say hello. Maybe give a little update.

Currently, the gut and butt are still on the rampage. More so over the past couple weeks. I'm getting worn out (I'll pass on the cheese with that whine!).

I've gone down several belt notches with no real end in sight yet. Unfortunately, I haven't got treatment YET almost a year later. My surgeon has postponed a knee replacement until I get the "flare" stabilized. He sent me back to the GI and a rheumatologist. Did some blood work, and sure enough have an inflammation still going on. Rheumatologist and surgeon are betting 9 out of 10 on Crohn's, but none of the guys want to go beyond "Inflammatory Bowel Disease", they joined the primary care doc. The new GI who isn't so new anymore is going in for a colonoscopy in a couple weeks.

One thing I found out for sure, nothing that they've tried medicating me with while diagnosing works...which would be about 4-5 IBS therapies, but I could have told them that.

This sure is a stubborn disease, ennit folks? I finally figured out why the GI wanted to avoid pred. Rheumetologist said it has 20 side effects and I will undoubtedly get a few. Most troublesome is joint weakness and possible weight gain, so even before I start anything, it won't be pred or a steroid. My joints have been going to hell in handbasket. Any more weight on them won't help. I think they're leaning toward Humira.

Today is different, I'm getting joint pain in one joint at a time, and it's travelling all over the place. I haven't been eating much over the past week, aside from fun-filled and tasty low-res cuisene. I'm about exhausted and I shouldn't have gone to work today, but I have the GI appt in less than two weeks, and I can't afford losing more pay.

One thing I've begun to realize. At first I thought my flares were "episodic". But it's not that way. The rheumatologist pointed that out. He said I have constant low-grade symptoms with acute periods or episodes. Even the "episodes" however are becoming more constant with maybe only a period of days between problems instead of a couple weeks. So it's not really "flares" but one long uneven flareup that's been in motion since June of last year. I'm about ready to lose the job, or give it up one or the other. At least I'll get some form of retirement. I'm getting tired. Real tired.

The good thing is I still can smile, there are still things that really get me happy. The limitations are pretty hard for me to accept, so I keep on pushing through things. I just get tired out a lot quicker, I have to take naps, and a lot of rest, and avoid climbing stairs. Oh and I sleep on my stomach a lot more. I have a sweetheart of a girlfriend - still the same one who also has Crohns, so I couldn't be in a better relationship with a nicer person. Here's the irony of it: when I first started seeing her, she was in a major flare and practically immobilized, and I helped her along. Today, it's the other way around, her flare is subsiding, and mine is kicking my butt!

I also found a free nutritionist through my health care insurance, and the IBD diet guidlines she gave me have been pretty helpful. She calls every couple weeks.

Well that's all from me. I'll poke around to see how you all are doing.

Love ya,
Joseph
 
Hi Joseph- Sorry to hear you are having such a hard time right now. I hope you can get things sorted out soon and start to feel better. Sounds like you have a good support system and most importantly, have maintained a positive outlook. That helps a lot!

Hang in there and keep us posted. Feel better soon! -Amy
 
Hey Joe it has been awhile, lots of newbies here now. I am glad you have your good days and see them more often, having a partner makes it all worth while. We all have to see some bright spots in our lives because to some of us, there is not alot of them. I find the longer you have the disease the more you learn what you can do and what you can't. Glad you popped in, you should pop in more often. Take care!
 
Hi Joe
Good to meet you!

sorry you're still having a bad time, hope things start to get better for you, keep that wonderful positivity!
xxx
 

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