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Hey everyone. I am new here. I don't really know what I am looking for. I think maybe just ears that understand. I think I might be flaring up after 12 years of being in remission but I honestly don't know. I know that sounds really strange. How can I not know. The truth is I have felt like crap for months. I am starting to feel like a hypochondriac and like maybe it is all in my head. I hope this all makes sense but I am in a little but of rant/vent mode... I'm going to backwards a bit here. In the the last few years it is not unheard of for my GI to question how I have been feeling. When I say I am doing good he has indicated that my labs had suggested some inflammation but if I had been feeling ok and repeat labs were better he didn't get concerned. I am currently in a job situation that I hate and it is causing me a great deal of stress. Switching careers isn't so easy as I have great benefits and I need the benefits. I am also single so I need the income to pay the bills. I'm 42 so re-educating to start all over isn't appealing and not financially feasible either.... For the most part, when I am in remission (as I have been for 12 years. My last flare was January 2004) I can eat anything. The only foods I seem to have a problem with are pizza and spaghetti. I have not figured out why these two foods bother me, but they do. I noticed in perhaps late September or early October that if I ate lunch I would feel gross and bloated by dinner time so I quit eating lunch. I still ate breakfast every day. After a few weeks I started to eat a sandwich at lunch time and I seemed to do okay with that. I have noticed over that last three months that there have been more days when I have had to take loperamide. I have had a stiff hip for the last three months. Over the last week I have noticed my feet and knees have become more stiff too. I always have stiff wrists and fingers (even in remission when I am close to needing Remicade). I have been exhausted for the last three months. In December I had labs done. My iron, B12, thyroid are all good, My doc even checked me for Mono!! When I saw my GI on December 14th my labs have not been showing signs of inflammation and this time I thought for sure they would be!!! I have been waiting since June for an appointment for a contrast ultra sound. Apparently, there is only one person in Canada who does them?? Last night I made myself a stir fry for dinner. I tasted great until I was hit with the pain, nausea, and diarrhoea a few hours later! I have never had problems with stir fry before. The pain settled down after a couple of hours. I took loperamide and that seems to be controlling the diarrhoea but now I almost wish I would poop! I ate a bowl of oatmeal today and an english muffin with a scrambled egg. I still feel just a general sense of blah and exhasution and bloated. My lower back is a little sore and I'm a little tender in the belly. The discomfort is nothing compared to perforated colon I had 11.5 years ago though!! :yfaint:
I don't know? Is this a flare? Am I losing my marbles? I had to take loperamide last weekend too....
I don't know? Is this a flare? Am I losing my marbles? I had to take loperamide last weekend too....