I was diagnosed in 91, think about 7 or 8 years after that I had my first, and then they just came in waves, 5 in a 2/3 year span. My initial surgery I was very close to dying, my ******* local doctor just used pain medicine when no drugs for Crohn's worked, he missed almost a complete blockage. When I finally went to specialist GI, who is still one of my doctors today in Manhattan, I was told another month or two and I probably would not have lived. I don't hate many people in my life, my first doctor is definitely on that list! Not only misdiagnosed the blockage, took me off prednisone too quickly and I had steroid psychosis, awful experience. Also led to my addicition to pain meds and ending up in rehab. Even now I try not to take pain meds at home.
It's killing me right now though. While I wait to see how my body does with this Entyvio, I am in so much pain. Honestly have considered throwing in the towel a few times. I hate being in these dark places, where it's so damn hard to hold on to any kind of hope!