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what would you think?
I literally cried the other night taking 6MP....it's PLUMMETED my sense of well-being..
"Hello (insert name of nurse and doctor),
I have a few questions about some reactions/side effects after starting 6MP last Monday (Oct. 27th). I have been able to manage the nausea, bone aches, and tiredness, but there are a couple things I have a question about:
1.) I developed skin itchiness starting this past weekend, beginning on Sat. It's all over, but I don't see any rashes other than when I scratch. I don't recall having this side effect the last time I was on 6mp....is this to be expected? Also, I noticed an increase in moles appearing...is that normal?
2.) The abdominal/flank pain (primarily RUQ extending to the back) that I mentioned at my appointment is there consistently every day now, most of the day. It almost feels like it's coming from my right rib towards the back, and an area in the front. There have been a few times the LUQ gets an ache, similar to what I experienced a few weeks after my colonoscopy in May...so I'm not sure if this is related to the inflammation or not, as I've never experienced aches in these areas prior to this year.
3.) Dr. xxx, this is something I wish I had said at my appt with you, but I value your opinion and didn't want you to think of me as the same person my past records reflect: a non-compliant patient. To be completely honest here, my energy and quality of life feels like it has disappeared since last Monday. I know medication is to improve quality of life, but before then, when I was taking Pentasa only, I wasn't worried, I was happy, and feeling great! I was looking forward to playing tennis, getting out there! I know I'm not the typical Crohn's patient; aside from my first semester in Miami after eating at the dining hall (it gave everybody diarrhea..), I've never had a problem with diarrhea. Tapering Entocort this time, sure I had some abdominal cramping and looser stools initially, but that rebound subsided and I still go once or twice every few days with formed stools. I understand this doesn't necessarily indicate anything, as asymptomatic inflammation exists...but for some reason, I can accept the risk of progression, but not damaging the rest of my body when I don't feel anything.Perhaps if I did have more symptoms, it would be easier to take the med for which I would be able to see and feel the relief. I can't live worrying if every new mole is a problem, or my joints hurting, etc when all I've had is some RLQ tenderness and the duodenitis/gastritis pain. I understand when you say Pentasa has been shown to be like a placebo, but what if I'm in that small percentage of people who respond? I know typically Pentasa doesn't do much..but since I'm atypical, before I can realize I need something stronger, I would be more compliant with the least harmful medication. I would rather have active surveillance, than potentially ending up with some sort of cancer, for which I will never be able to forgive myself. Of course when I took 6mp, it quietted things down, even having a lasting effect for a couple years off it, but my disease activity was a little more "vile" back then apparently. I'm the type to learn by experience. I'm not rejecting 6mp or stronger meds if/when I truly need them, but right now, every time I swallow the tablet, it's scaring me. Could we give Pentasa a try? I accept FULL responsibility for whatever may happen, but i don't mind aggressive surveillance at all. I hope you understand Dr. xxx. I truly want to be your compliant patient, as I finally can rest easy in the hands of xxx clinic, but in an ideal world, I wouldn't take medication....could Pentasa be the halfway point? I promise to not hesitate to go back on 6mp should things progress. There are just certain things I'd like to experience before altering my body's chemistry consciously.."
I'm going for an MRI this weekend because a little mass was found in my left kidney....wish I could see him and talk to him then :/
I literally cried the other night taking 6MP....it's PLUMMETED my sense of well-being..
"Hello (insert name of nurse and doctor),
I have a few questions about some reactions/side effects after starting 6MP last Monday (Oct. 27th). I have been able to manage the nausea, bone aches, and tiredness, but there are a couple things I have a question about:
1.) I developed skin itchiness starting this past weekend, beginning on Sat. It's all over, but I don't see any rashes other than when I scratch. I don't recall having this side effect the last time I was on 6mp....is this to be expected? Also, I noticed an increase in moles appearing...is that normal?
2.) The abdominal/flank pain (primarily RUQ extending to the back) that I mentioned at my appointment is there consistently every day now, most of the day. It almost feels like it's coming from my right rib towards the back, and an area in the front. There have been a few times the LUQ gets an ache, similar to what I experienced a few weeks after my colonoscopy in May...so I'm not sure if this is related to the inflammation or not, as I've never experienced aches in these areas prior to this year.
3.) Dr. xxx, this is something I wish I had said at my appt with you, but I value your opinion and didn't want you to think of me as the same person my past records reflect: a non-compliant patient. To be completely honest here, my energy and quality of life feels like it has disappeared since last Monday. I know medication is to improve quality of life, but before then, when I was taking Pentasa only, I wasn't worried, I was happy, and feeling great! I was looking forward to playing tennis, getting out there! I know I'm not the typical Crohn's patient; aside from my first semester in Miami after eating at the dining hall (it gave everybody diarrhea..), I've never had a problem with diarrhea. Tapering Entocort this time, sure I had some abdominal cramping and looser stools initially, but that rebound subsided and I still go once or twice every few days with formed stools. I understand this doesn't necessarily indicate anything, as asymptomatic inflammation exists...but for some reason, I can accept the risk of progression, but not damaging the rest of my body when I don't feel anything.Perhaps if I did have more symptoms, it would be easier to take the med for which I would be able to see and feel the relief. I can't live worrying if every new mole is a problem, or my joints hurting, etc when all I've had is some RLQ tenderness and the duodenitis/gastritis pain. I understand when you say Pentasa has been shown to be like a placebo, but what if I'm in that small percentage of people who respond? I know typically Pentasa doesn't do much..but since I'm atypical, before I can realize I need something stronger, I would be more compliant with the least harmful medication. I would rather have active surveillance, than potentially ending up with some sort of cancer, for which I will never be able to forgive myself. Of course when I took 6mp, it quietted things down, even having a lasting effect for a couple years off it, but my disease activity was a little more "vile" back then apparently. I'm the type to learn by experience. I'm not rejecting 6mp or stronger meds if/when I truly need them, but right now, every time I swallow the tablet, it's scaring me. Could we give Pentasa a try? I accept FULL responsibility for whatever may happen, but i don't mind aggressive surveillance at all. I hope you understand Dr. xxx. I truly want to be your compliant patient, as I finally can rest easy in the hands of xxx clinic, but in an ideal world, I wouldn't take medication....could Pentasa be the halfway point? I promise to not hesitate to go back on 6mp should things progress. There are just certain things I'd like to experience before altering my body's chemistry consciously.."
I'm going for an MRI this weekend because a little mass was found in my left kidney....wish I could see him and talk to him then :/