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A little bit of back story here: I was referred to a Gastroenterologist a little over a year ago because of weight loss and abdominal discomfort. In august I was given a working diagnosis of Crohn's disease, based on a combination of colonoscopy and capsule endoscopy findings (erosions around the appendiceal orifice and 12+ ulcers in the ileum). I was put on asacol, which didn't work so was "upgraded" to entocort which also did little to ease my symptoms and I continued to feel worse, have more pain, and lose more weight.
I was on meds for 3 months before my main doc referred me to a Crohn's specialist and upon my second set of testing, all signs of what he thought was Crohn's had disappeared. I then had a balloon enteroscopy to inspect the ileum further on up, but that came back clear as well, only the colitis that was present during my first colonoscopy was back and much worse this time around (and two months after a completely normal colonoscopy). This is when they decided to rescind my diagnosis.
I've been beating my head against the wall with this thing, trying to get some sort of treatment, because at this point the fatigue is intolerable, the runs have me up all night, and the pain has me in tears most days. In november (a month after I was taken off entocort), I started passing blood periodically and became quite anemic. All of the GI peeps keep telling me "it's probably hemmorrhoids" and my favorite "the anemia is because you're malnourished from not eating enough". They had been trying to get me to see an eating disorder specialist. Yesterday I had colonoscopy #4 to monitor the nasty spot that showed up in December. But, guess what? It's gone. The TI was also clear as far as he could see. I have another capsule study scheduled for two weeks from now, but now he's telling me it could just be IBS and we'll do the capsule study to close the door on Crohn's. I had a complete breakdown last night (I partially blame the propofol), and I feel so bad for my husband that he has to see me like this. Most days I try to keep the whining to a minimum so at least one of us can have a little peace.
Anyhow, the just IBS thing is demoralizing. Correct me if I'm wrong here, but as bad as the symptoms of IBS can be for people, if it truly were JUST IBS, would I have had ulcers and bleeding from it? I've read that the two can coexist, but I'm not sure how open to this idea most doctors are. As much as I like my GI doc, I think it may be time to abandon ship and find a new doctor, or tough it out with him until I move to a state with much better medical care in 5 months. My fear is if we call it IBS and treat it as IBS, and it actually is Crohn's or both Crohn's and IBS, that I can look forward to eventual catastrophy. If I accept it as being IBS, I'll be less likely to seek care for what I perceive to be alarming and write it off as "oh, it's just that darn IBS again..."
I was on meds for 3 months before my main doc referred me to a Crohn's specialist and upon my second set of testing, all signs of what he thought was Crohn's had disappeared. I then had a balloon enteroscopy to inspect the ileum further on up, but that came back clear as well, only the colitis that was present during my first colonoscopy was back and much worse this time around (and two months after a completely normal colonoscopy). This is when they decided to rescind my diagnosis.
I've been beating my head against the wall with this thing, trying to get some sort of treatment, because at this point the fatigue is intolerable, the runs have me up all night, and the pain has me in tears most days. In november (a month after I was taken off entocort), I started passing blood periodically and became quite anemic. All of the GI peeps keep telling me "it's probably hemmorrhoids" and my favorite "the anemia is because you're malnourished from not eating enough". They had been trying to get me to see an eating disorder specialist. Yesterday I had colonoscopy #4 to monitor the nasty spot that showed up in December. But, guess what? It's gone. The TI was also clear as far as he could see. I have another capsule study scheduled for two weeks from now, but now he's telling me it could just be IBS and we'll do the capsule study to close the door on Crohn's. I had a complete breakdown last night (I partially blame the propofol), and I feel so bad for my husband that he has to see me like this. Most days I try to keep the whining to a minimum so at least one of us can have a little peace.
Anyhow, the just IBS thing is demoralizing. Correct me if I'm wrong here, but as bad as the symptoms of IBS can be for people, if it truly were JUST IBS, would I have had ulcers and bleeding from it? I've read that the two can coexist, but I'm not sure how open to this idea most doctors are. As much as I like my GI doc, I think it may be time to abandon ship and find a new doctor, or tough it out with him until I move to a state with much better medical care in 5 months. My fear is if we call it IBS and treat it as IBS, and it actually is Crohn's or both Crohn's and IBS, that I can look forward to eventual catastrophy. If I accept it as being IBS, I'll be less likely to seek care for what I perceive to be alarming and write it off as "oh, it's just that darn IBS again..."