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Blah. Grrrrrrrr. Argh!
I need to get over myself today or these next seven hours at work are going to prove to be VERY long. However, I've got myself in a foul mood that just won't seem to go away. Woohoo! Yay! Fun! Blah.
I'm annoyed by work. Annoyed by the fact that I am getting by week to week with NOTHING to spare, not even pennies, and they decide to take five of our paid holidays from us. Well, gee, thanks. I was already annoyed by that thinking that I'd have to work four 10 hour days those weeks to get my 40 hours. Nope. Think again. I'll just have to deal with 32 hours. Fabulous. Thanks a lot jerks. Now you've completely screwed me on my bills. Yeah, you may not realize it, but a day's pay CAN and WILL make or break some people out there. It's awesome that doesn't matter to you though.
I'm annoyed by this whole diagnosis/not diagnosis thing. Annoyed that yet another day off work tomorrow will be spent at the hospital being poked, prodded, scanned, and blah. Oh, and stuck. Can't forget stuck since I gotta get blood work too. I'd really just like a day off work free of doctors. Is that too much to ask? Is it really?
I'm grumpy because I didn't get ANY sleep last night, so I'm just tired. My poor butt is burning up a storm. I think I may have a fire in my pants. Yeah, my body's being a jerk right now. Of course. It would be a jerk between tests. Watch, it'll be GREAT tomorrow after I enjoy my delicious barium and lay down for my CT. It couldn't POSSIBLY have been a jerk for my scope. THAT would have been too easy.
And my GOD, can the pain ease up a bit today... or at least pick a side. Not really dull, but dull pain on my left side. Kinda comes and goes. But seems fairly consistent today. Painful though. Sharp, intense pains coming on the right side... stopping my breath and then fading away, waiting to shove the knife in again shortly after. And don't forget about fire butt. And I feel like my poor colon is having spasms or something. It's annoying.
So yeah, basically, I'm just annoyed. I don't wanna see people. Don't wanna talk to people. The phone ringing is plucking my nerves. My coworkers are irritating me just by doing... whatever. Being themselves?
I think I need a nap. In a dark cave. Away from all human contact right now. In the meantime, I think I'll just try to get over myself.
I need to get over myself today or these next seven hours at work are going to prove to be VERY long. However, I've got myself in a foul mood that just won't seem to go away. Woohoo! Yay! Fun! Blah.
I'm annoyed by work. Annoyed by the fact that I am getting by week to week with NOTHING to spare, not even pennies, and they decide to take five of our paid holidays from us. Well, gee, thanks. I was already annoyed by that thinking that I'd have to work four 10 hour days those weeks to get my 40 hours. Nope. Think again. I'll just have to deal with 32 hours. Fabulous. Thanks a lot jerks. Now you've completely screwed me on my bills. Yeah, you may not realize it, but a day's pay CAN and WILL make or break some people out there. It's awesome that doesn't matter to you though.
I'm annoyed by this whole diagnosis/not diagnosis thing. Annoyed that yet another day off work tomorrow will be spent at the hospital being poked, prodded, scanned, and blah. Oh, and stuck. Can't forget stuck since I gotta get blood work too. I'd really just like a day off work free of doctors. Is that too much to ask? Is it really?
I'm grumpy because I didn't get ANY sleep last night, so I'm just tired. My poor butt is burning up a storm. I think I may have a fire in my pants. Yeah, my body's being a jerk right now. Of course. It would be a jerk between tests. Watch, it'll be GREAT tomorrow after I enjoy my delicious barium and lay down for my CT. It couldn't POSSIBLY have been a jerk for my scope. THAT would have been too easy.
And my GOD, can the pain ease up a bit today... or at least pick a side. Not really dull, but dull pain on my left side. Kinda comes and goes. But seems fairly consistent today. Painful though. Sharp, intense pains coming on the right side... stopping my breath and then fading away, waiting to shove the knife in again shortly after. And don't forget about fire butt. And I feel like my poor colon is having spasms or something. It's annoying.
So yeah, basically, I'm just annoyed. I don't wanna see people. Don't wanna talk to people. The phone ringing is plucking my nerves. My coworkers are irritating me just by doing... whatever. Being themselves?
I think I need a nap. In a dark cave. Away from all human contact right now. In the meantime, I think I'll just try to get over myself.
