Hi my name is Andrea and I just stumbled across this forum today, I guess because I was having a bad day and was looking for a way to vent. So here it goes I was diagnosed with Crohns disease when I was 10 years old a whole 19 years ago, My first surgery was when I was sixteen and had a bladder fistula and had to have major repair, my second surgery came when I was turning 21 what a great birthday present, then my 3rd sugery came only two years later shortly after turning 23 I have tried so many different medications that work for a little while but then just stop I had serum sickness from Remicade, actually the only time I have ever have ever felt "normal" was when I was pregnant I felt like a million bucks and was taking no medication at that time. Last year I started with a pretty severe flare again and had to make the decision between Humira or surgery again I wasn't ready for surgery so I have been on Humira since then My kids are too little for me to have major surgery at this time, but it seems as if the Humira isn't helping as much as it first was. So that's my story I guess the short version but I guess my biggest problem and reason for the surgeries is because I have had Crohns for so long that I am really used to living with it as awful as that sounds but I let it go until I need to be hospitalized . thanks for reading