I was diagnosed with Crohns disease at the age of 16 (1981). I've read alot of the blogs about pain meds because that is what my original question was. I was curious if anyone else had sufferd as I did with addiction.
I had a had many surgeries and more hospitalizations. My first hospital stay was 2 months and I came out of the hospital addicted to demerol. I had no idea what it even was. I just knew they gave me a shot every 4 hours. I know that any of you out there with Crohns know the pain involved!!
As the years passed I had troubles with feeling inferior and ugly and damaged. Now as I look back I was this beautiful teenage girl that had a very traumatic experience.
My Drinking escalated at the age of 17 even though it hurt my stomach and the drugs got worse. I have been on codeine, darvon, morphine, vicodine, oxicotine and then I found dilladid. I was in severe pain at times but the pain would subside and the pull of the narcotics was aweful. I have been in and out of rehab over 10 times. I am celebrating 4 years sober in September and have turned my life around.
I sometimes wonder which has been harder the Crohns or the addictions???? But I keep my head held high and I raise money and volunteer for both diseases. I also keep a sese of humor and thank God everyday for what I do have.
I had a had many surgeries and more hospitalizations. My first hospital stay was 2 months and I came out of the hospital addicted to demerol. I had no idea what it even was. I just knew they gave me a shot every 4 hours. I know that any of you out there with Crohns know the pain involved!!
As the years passed I had troubles with feeling inferior and ugly and damaged. Now as I look back I was this beautiful teenage girl that had a very traumatic experience.
My Drinking escalated at the age of 17 even though it hurt my stomach and the drugs got worse. I have been on codeine, darvon, morphine, vicodine, oxicotine and then I found dilladid. I was in severe pain at times but the pain would subside and the pull of the narcotics was aweful. I have been in and out of rehab over 10 times. I am celebrating 4 years sober in September and have turned my life around.
I sometimes wonder which has been harder the Crohns or the addictions???? But I keep my head held high and I raise money and volunteer for both diseases. I also keep a sese of humor and thank God everyday for what I do have.