It seems like a really long 20 years but I can sum it up in a few short sentences. First saw bleeding at the age of 12, asacol and prednisone used to control it, they couldn't help me after my daughter was born. Three hospitalizations in two years, iv nutrition, three picc lines, I'm starting to lose count of my colonoscopies... on the bright side I've found my favorite prep (moviprep). So far I've avoided surgery and started on Remicade June 2010. It gave me a great year then I flared in June of this year. Prednisone again and they increased my dose of Remicade from 5 mgs/kg every 8 weeks to 10 mgs/kg every 8 weeks. It seems to be working for now, I still have urgency a few times a day but can travel and live life normally at the moment. And I can eat. I love eating. I mostly stay away from red meat, alcohol, and some dairy. Besides the disease, I'm a wife, a stay-at-home mom, proud mutt owner and live in the northernmost city in the US, Fairbanks, Alaska. Speaking of which I just started taking 5000 IUs of Vitamin D daily; it seems to be helping. We want to have more children but are understandably nervous as I flared very seriously after my daughter. Also I would be on Remicade for the first two trimesters of a pregnancy. We would like to do it before any future surgeries make things more complicated. I'm also looking for a local support group or disease therapy of some kind to help with my disease nightmares and ptsd symptoms. I'm very happy to find this forum and have a community to talk to!