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Hello everyone! Again, thank you all for being so welcoming and nice!
Yesterday I finally had my colonoscopy. After dealing with diarrhea, severe cramping, and 2-5 bm's per day off and on for most of my life, then a fistula, I thought I was finally going to get an answer. I obviously don't WANT to have Crohn's or IBD and would much rather them tell me something else, but what I was so scared of hearing, after all these years and another negative colonoscopy years ago, was for them to tell me they found nothing.
And that's what they told me. They found nothing.
I broke into tears and my mother just couldn't understand why I would be upset that I didn't have Crohn's. I tried to explain that I wasn't upset about that, just upset that I still have no answers.
Has anyone else gone through this? My doctor also ordered a bunch of blood tests and some breath tests, but I am just so worried that they aren't going to be able to find out what's wrong with me, and I'm going to continue suffering the rest of my life with no answers.
Maybe I'm being dramatic and I know I need to try to stay positive, but I just thought this would be it. Even my doctor's were 99% sure it would be Crohn's given my symptoms and family history.
Thank you so much for your support.
Yesterday I finally had my colonoscopy. After dealing with diarrhea, severe cramping, and 2-5 bm's per day off and on for most of my life, then a fistula, I thought I was finally going to get an answer. I obviously don't WANT to have Crohn's or IBD and would much rather them tell me something else, but what I was so scared of hearing, after all these years and another negative colonoscopy years ago, was for them to tell me they found nothing.
And that's what they told me. They found nothing.
I broke into tears and my mother just couldn't understand why I would be upset that I didn't have Crohn's. I tried to explain that I wasn't upset about that, just upset that I still have no answers.
Has anyone else gone through this? My doctor also ordered a bunch of blood tests and some breath tests, but I am just so worried that they aren't going to be able to find out what's wrong with me, and I'm going to continue suffering the rest of my life with no answers.
Maybe I'm being dramatic and I know I need to try to stay positive, but I just thought this would be it. Even my doctor's were 99% sure it would be Crohn's given my symptoms and family history.
Thank you so much for your support.