Hello I have posted and got some very nice replies you are very helpful guys I must say so cause I FEEL LIKE I AM ALONE AND have nothing going for myself...I lost my stepfather in AUG....and then my insurance was cut off sense he was gone....My mother has a job but not with insurance....I am always in PAIN so I end up in the ER when I can not handle it that is usually when I see blood all over I have hemmorhoids, I have a hiatus hernia, I have gastrist, I have crohn's I also have 8 ulcers, I believe that we all know the pain so just imagine all that pain....sometimes I can't eat anything today for example I was os hungry but scared to eat I just ate YOGURT most the day and sometimes I CRAVE CHIPS and I eat them but not often and I DRINK WATER and GINERALE that is the only two things....sometimes when I go through A dry place where I am nausted but can handle it i try to eat what i can most the time I just eat soup, chicken noodle soup, salad, and grilled or baked chicken but not often......I don't enjoy my life at all...I feel I will never find love with anyone....I feel like I want be happy either.....I really have nobody that understands me and I just tend to keep my feelings bottled up......its just so painful for me to sleep, for me to be awake for me to do anything...I barely leave my house...but to go to WALMART or CHURCH that the only two places I go ..... I had so much dreams and hopes but now I feel as if its no point...sometimes I hate that I wake up....I pray so much you all and I hope that you all get some of your pain...FIXED and just keep me in your prayers or thoughts ....
Misterlonely (I misspelled it when I signed up) Thanks for reading
Misterlonely (I misspelled it when I signed up) Thanks for reading