Hi Ozboz,
I totally understand where you are coming from. I thought I'd share my experiences with you- they might help you in making your decision.
I was diagnosed with crohns in 2007 and have been progressively getting worse since then. I've been on and off prednisone more times than I'd like to admit. I tried entocort too but it wasn't as successful as the prednisone was for me.
I've had many visits to the hospital over the years due to flare ups and these repeated flares led to stricturing in my duodenum and terminal ileum. Thankfully, my duodenal stricture improved but I've not been so lucky with the one in my ileum. Whilst my gastroenterologist put me on Imuran a few years back, I was dreadfully ill on it and turns out I was allergic. This scared me off immunosuppressing drugs and I refused to try another in fear I'd react the same way.
Well, whether this was the right decision or not..I can't really tell but my stricturing in my ileum got to a point this year where I had quite a significant obstruction. I was told no amount of drugs was going to help that and surgery was my only option. Plus, I was now so steroid dependent that my doc said that's another reason why surgery would be needed.
And so, here I am, 2 weeks post operation: my first resection to remove 15cm of my ileum. I have to say its been a tough journey. Whilst the surgery itself went well, recovery has been a roller coaster. I had significant fevers for a week after surgery which was caused by an infection in one of the wound sites. I felt so terribly unwell. But heavy antibiotics eventually knocked that on the head.
Moving around is a real challenge although I find its getting better as each day passes. After a week of being at home, I was getting terrible pain and nausea in my stomach so my surgeon admitted me back into hospital yesterday. I've had a number of tests but no results just yet.
The hardest thing with all of this is how incapacitated I have felt since the surgery. Ive needed help to move around, the wound sites have been quite painful for me and i feel nauseous every day. My appetite is non-existent although i can eat solids now. I won't lie to you- these last few weeks have been very tough and I have found myself reduced to tears on more than one occasion.
Has it been worth it? Hmmm...I can't answer that just yet. There have certainly been times over the last few weeks where I wished I hadn't had the surgery BUT I didn't have a choice. My surgeon said the obstruction was quite bad and I can honestly say I'm pleased that I have that danger removed from my body now.
My recovery so far has been tough but I know people who have not had any problems so its really an individual thing. Just be aware that there are risks with this surgery and take a realistic approach to your decision. Sometimes I wonder if I wasn't so realistic in my approach- I had been speaking a lot to a friend of mine prior to my surgery about his own operation and he sung praises of his surgery/recovery. I was so buoyed by this that I think I assumed my own surgery would be equally as smooth. Of course, it's been quite the opposite and this has impacted on my emotional state.
If you like, I will keep you updated as I continue to recover. I know that reading the surgery stories on here has helped me immensely. Please know that I don't mean to scare you off surgery by sharing my roller coaster journey- again, I just wanted to share my experience with you in the hope it may help in some way. I wish you all the very best in your decision making as I know it's not always easy.
Xx