Don't panic yet, pmitra0123
firstly, while I think all 10 CC patients reported improvements I believe 7 made it into remission and 5 sustained remission? Someone correct me if I am wrong but I don't think it was 100% sustained remission and it was a very small group. I am not saying I'm not one of those sustained remission people, but everything in perspective.
I've been shying away from being too specific about things because I a) don't want to get anyone too excited and b) how I feel is very hard to describe and if I just reported the physical symptoms day by day I think things would seem worse than they are or like I am not really improving, which I absolutely am.
One of the very first things when I first got sick that I noticed were skin tags, that's how I knew I likely had Crohn's and not UC. The last couple of weeks they seem to be greatly reduced and/or going away entirely. This, to me, is a much more promising sign than how I might feel on any one day. And even the 'bad' days are still 1000x better than any day in December.
The how I feel thing is trickier. I feel 'different' and I have no idea how to describe it other than when I was on Pred the first time, when I was getting better this is how my guts felt. I really don't know how to describe it, unfortunately, other than it's just not the same as before, haha.
So I'm pretty optimistic
As long as something is going on I am happy and something is for sure still going on. I've kinda decided to give it until September and then decide where I am, and if I seem to be staying there without steroids.
That's maybe the biggest thing to stress. If the SSI has gotten me to a place where I don't have to take anything stronger than Mezavant and MM and I continue to slowly get better, or even just not get worse, that's a huge win in my books and a much, much better place than where I was.