In a matter of hours I'll be having my first Remicade treatment... Not sure how to feel. I've been in the hospital for almost a week now with a partially obstructed bowel... So the docs decided my medication needed to be changed. I don't know if I should feel anxious, nervous, excited or what... I sorta just feel indifferent... Anything I should know going in or anything I should be concerned about. I'm just trying not to think of everything that could go wrong...