Hey bk1579.. Look, I know first hand the turmoil that being faced with a future that includes making decisions about drugs like imuran/azathioprine can have on one... like, the docs have to trot out all of the side effects, reactions, etc. etc.
Sometimes sounds like the 'cure' is worse than the illness.. pretty scary stuff. I just went thru that.. doc wanted me to go on imuran... I kept going over/over the pros/cons.. so very hard to know what is the right, or the best thing to do.
Finally, came to the realization that my disease was getting worse, I've been on a slow, downward spiral since Nov., and that of the options left to me, the imuran WAS my best choice... (but that's my personal decision, not any form of recommendation).. Having made the decision, I was looking forward to the stability this choice proferred... then I started on it, and as fate would have it, I am allergic to the stuff... broke out in a rash, had to go to the ER, yada yada yada.. Now, imuran was off the table, and my remaining options aren't so good... So, if you are concerned about taking imuran.. then try looking at it from the other perspective.. or from mine... what if you suddenly couldn't take it? I mean, would your doc suggest putting you on it IF it wasn't your best choice, in your best interest, to start it? Personally, after all of the time I spent tossing & turning, trying to make the call whether to take it or not, I just wish I wasn't allergic to the stuff.. Grass is always greener, right... O