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For quite a while my life seemed pretty normal, I was just graduating from middle school and finally going to high school. I had been so excited but almost like in the blink of an eye everything headed south. I would experience severe cramping, nausea, and vomiting and this was all during school. My new best friend Carley was getting worried about me and it seemed like practically every 3 hours after I ate I would have to run to the bathroom to throw up, at first it was just all little spit nothing to serious, but then I couldn't keep anything down.When the pain and vomiting became too much to bear my mom took me to our local hospital for tests, I had missed an entire day of school to do all day long testing’s; blood tests, ultrasounds, x-rays, all of that. However, they didn’t seem to find anything of interest, but they kept in contact with CHEO in Ottawa, we met we my new GI doctor and he did the same thing, running ultrasounds, barium tests, blood tests, and he soon even asked for an endoscopy and a colonoscopy. I, of course had no idea what that was so I just gave my consent and we went through with the procedure. Once we went through the test almost immediately after my doctor said I had Crohn’s disease and it was in curable, at least so far, this was February of 2009 (Grade. 9)
I didn’t really know what to think so I just let the doctor do his work, he put me on a steroid called budesine and told us to contact him if there was a change or if my condition worsened so we did. I finally felt normal again, I was going to school hanging out with my friends and they were all so glad I was okay. Then on Good Friday of April 2009 I woke up to, the worst pain I’d ever experienced in my life, on a scale of one to ten it was definitely an 11. I started to cry out in pain and my mom rushed into my room, I told her I had no idea what was wrong but it hurt to sit up and it hurt to lie down so she got me a heat pad and a Tylenol and sent my back to bed. I then fell asleep for a few minutes but the pain never subsided, then at around 4-5 in the morning my mom took me back to our local hospital and they checked up into the emergency ward. My stomach hurt so much that I bent down to clutch my stomach when I walked and only moved at an extremely slow pace. The doctors at the local hospital gave me a shot of morphine and let me rest for a little while, but once again, they were still in touch with the physicians at CHEO. They soon didn’t really know what else they could do to help so they sent us down to Ottawa to the CHEO emergency room. Immediately the nurses rushed me into my own room because I was running a high fever and in excoriating pain.
My grandparents lived in Ottawa and tonight we were to be at their house with our entire family for an Easter dinner, it was now almost dinnertime and we had to call my grandmother to let her know what was going on. My aunt rushed over to support me just as all the doctors and nurse were setting my up on an IV, taking blood and analyzing my stomach. “Her abdomen is hardened over.” The doctor had said. Then when the nurses rushed back they had news of their own, my levels of inflammation was in the high 20-30’s, which was quite severe. They took me in for an ultrasound to see that the Crohn’s had eaten like holes in my bowel where little pouches of my stomach acid was being leaked which was not helping my discomfort. Then everything started moving fast, they inserted a nose tube, which fell down and into my stomach and attached to a container to hold the acid from my stomach. The doctor then called for a CT scan however, I was still in too much pain to move whatsoever so they wheeled me and my bed to the x-ray room and lifted me onto the table where I had to lie for the test.
My aunt soon left because they had been doing tests on my all night, until finally at around 4 the next morning I was finally admitted with my once personal nurse checking my vital signs every hour. I didn’t quite understand the severity of my case until my GI nurse had informed me that the surgeons wanted to cut me open and get rid of the bad part. She of course refused to let them do anything rash until they knew if my condition would worsen or get better. They put me on some antibiotics however, I couldn’t eat anything whatsoever but with the pain, I was in, I didn’t mind. I was hooked up to a nose tube, iv, heart monitors and that click thingy that goes on your finger, so everytime I wished to use the washroom it was a bit of a challenge.
I wound up staying in the hospital for 2-3 weeks before I was released and started up a different kind of medication for Crohn’s called Remicade. I had been taking Remicade for about 4-5 times when I had an allergic reaction, my throat had begun to close up and I was finding myself at a loss for air, and my temperature had risen quite dramatically. After that incident it wasn’t safe for me to use that type of medication again so I was put onto another drug called Humira, I’ve been on it since then and haven’t experienced any other severe flares like my first. I’m now in Grade. 11 and am finding harder and harder to feel truly normal because I keep having my long moments of pain, I just hope that someday my Crohn’s will be completely under control so I can get back to my writing and my dreaming of becoming a famous novelist.
 
You ARE too young for this!

I'm sitting here reading your story and crying...I am truly so sorry that you are dealing with all this, and so so young. Your supposed to be enjoying your friends, school, your writing. Not in pain, not worried if the pain will come back, not dealing with all the issues that go along with crohns.
I am extremely glad that you found a medicine that is working for you, though! Maybe your life can get back on track and you can start doing all the things you love to do.
One of my favorite sayings is "I have crohns but crohns doesn't have me!" As much as I possibly can I just go about my life, refusing to let this crappy (pardon the pun!lol) crohns dictacte to me my dreams, my goals, my happiness, my joy that I know life holds for me. Hang in there sweety! Live life to the fullest, even through the pain, even through the not knowing whats going to happen next, even through the fears. Its going to be ok, your going to ok. Hold on to that spirit you have inside you that demands for you to overcome this!
I also welcome you! This is the land of Crohnies (my little name for us-lol). We are an exclusive collection of people who have got the guts to live life!
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You are right - you are too long for this! I am so sorry you have been through so much. I am happy to hear Humira is working, though! That is terrific news!

I know it can be a struggle to feel normal when you are feeling ill. However, try your best to stay positive. There are many on the forum, like myself, that lead normal lives with Crohn's and you can/will too! Keep pursuing your writing, and don't give up. I can tell you have a gift (your writing has a lot of voice) - and I am an English teacher, so I should know!
 
Hi and :welcome:

I am so sorry to read all you have been through. :(

My daughter was also diagnosed when she was in grade 9 and experienced very similar symptoms to you. Sarah, however, required emergency surgery at the time. She has been in remission since then and although at times it hasn't been easy she has overcome the worst of it. She lives away from home now and is at university. Anything is possible hun and the world is your oyster, there will be hard times but you will get there! Heck, you've already been through more than most people will experience in their lives and it will only make you stronger and more determined.

When do you next go to see the gastroenterologist? Have you discussed the pain with the doctor?

Good luck, it's lovely to have you here. :)

Take care, :hug:
Dusty. xxx
 
Welcome Too Young! I'm sorry that you have had to deal with this at any age! I'm glad that you have found a medication that is working for you finally. You have already been through so much!

Hang around here for a while and you will find lots of people that will be here for you and understand you. For me it has helped so much! Welcome to the forum!
 
All of your supportive responses have lifted my spirits, brought me to tears, and have helped me to understand that there is more than just me in this boat so I should reach out to help out and look for help from great people like you guys. Thanks so much for the support and as for my writing I have dedicated myself to writing a science fiction novel series, I'm even on book three already. Although it might be odd to be doing this at my age but its what I love to do, and is on a topic I enjoy. And someday soon I hope to write a novel about my experience with Crohn's to help others.

Thanks To You All, I Am Now Proud To Be A Crohnie ;P
 
awww no that all sounds horrible :/ I was diagnosed at a similar age but mine was much more gradual; nothing crazy like that!
i reeeally hope you get well soon! Crohns is sooo frustrating :(
 

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