Hello Everyone
I've been reading around the forum and thought I'd introduce myself.
I'm Lee, I'm a 36 year old....I want to put girl, but at my age I don't think I can get away with it, so woman will have to do.
I've always had a bit of a sensitive stomach, even as a kid, if I got anxious or nervous, or went into bookstores (I know, really weird, also libraries), I'd get diarrhea with urgency and have to dash to the nearest loo. It wasn't a big problem, I didn't have pain, but I did know where all the public toilets were in town!
When I was 20, I went to Turkey and got a nasty stomach bug causing really bad diarrhea that didn't go away for months. Eventually it calmed a bit, but I was left with having flares of what my doctor told me was IBS - he never did any tests or anything apart from a stool sample. The flares were sometimes pretty bad, but I could work with them and rarely had any time off.
My health deteriorated from other causes a few years ago - fibromyalgia, interstitial cystitis, severe coccyx pain, joint pains, depression. I still had the flares of diarrhea, they were a bit more frequent.
throughout the flares I controlled it with loperamide - I must have taken bucket loads over the last 16 years.
About a year ago I had a flare up of the diarrhea that was different. I had lots of pain and nausea with it, and also blood in the pan (which I'm not sure isn't hemorrhoids, so I won't worry too much about that), and the diarrhea was every day unless I stopped eating. this lasted 3 months and then eased off a little (diarrhea 5 days a week instead of 7), thanks to trying mebeverine - but this didn't work for long and soon I was into another severe flare which again lasted months. I tried calcium carbonate supplements, which helped a bit, initially and then stopped helping.
Here I am now, my third severe flare up in a year. I am down to just eating one meal a day of plain rice because I feel so bad when I eat, the diarrhea is explosive and burns and the loperamide isn't working at the moment.
I've been to the GP a few times about this in the last year, and apart from doing a stool sample and a blood test to check for thyroid issues last year, they haven't really done anything - a prescription for 30 loperamide a month (I get through 50 a week), and some rehydration sachets. I did have an upper GI endoscopy last year (for swallowing problems and reflux) but it didn't show anything.
I have more blood tests in a week, and then I'm ging back to the GP to try and get some answers, or a referral, or something.
I can't live like this anymore. Its so bad that I've had multiple episodes of incontinence in the last month (getting 10 feet to an empty bathroom), the urgency is that bad. I rarely leave the house and I can't go out unless I fast for 24 hours before hand and take loperamide in advance, because I know I'd never make it to the bathroom if the urgency came.
My husband jokes about getting me nappies and a commode, but its not seeming so funny now. Even he gets a bit perplexed when I have to dash to the loo while watching tv, then finish, wash my hands, open the bathroom door, then have to go back in to go again, then make it back to the sofa and then have to turn around and go back a third time.
I eat 7 or 8 hours before going to bed and stay up if I feel in any way dodgy, as my toilet is downstairs - and with the help of the loperamide and eating early I can usually limit night time problems to pain and nausea - except at the moment when not eating at all is preferable.
I don't know if I do have crohns or IBD, but I can't see that this is just IBS. I lose weight when I have a flare (and eat to make up for it when I don't).
I'm determined to get some answers, a diagnosis and some sort of treatment.
This can't be the rest of my life, can it, chained to the toilet in my house?
There must be some way to treat this?
Thanks in advance for reading, sorry if TMI.
I've been reading around the forum and thought I'd introduce myself.
I'm Lee, I'm a 36 year old....I want to put girl, but at my age I don't think I can get away with it, so woman will have to do.
I've always had a bit of a sensitive stomach, even as a kid, if I got anxious or nervous, or went into bookstores (I know, really weird, also libraries), I'd get diarrhea with urgency and have to dash to the nearest loo. It wasn't a big problem, I didn't have pain, but I did know where all the public toilets were in town!
When I was 20, I went to Turkey and got a nasty stomach bug causing really bad diarrhea that didn't go away for months. Eventually it calmed a bit, but I was left with having flares of what my doctor told me was IBS - he never did any tests or anything apart from a stool sample. The flares were sometimes pretty bad, but I could work with them and rarely had any time off.
My health deteriorated from other causes a few years ago - fibromyalgia, interstitial cystitis, severe coccyx pain, joint pains, depression. I still had the flares of diarrhea, they were a bit more frequent.
throughout the flares I controlled it with loperamide - I must have taken bucket loads over the last 16 years.
About a year ago I had a flare up of the diarrhea that was different. I had lots of pain and nausea with it, and also blood in the pan (which I'm not sure isn't hemorrhoids, so I won't worry too much about that), and the diarrhea was every day unless I stopped eating. this lasted 3 months and then eased off a little (diarrhea 5 days a week instead of 7), thanks to trying mebeverine - but this didn't work for long and soon I was into another severe flare which again lasted months. I tried calcium carbonate supplements, which helped a bit, initially and then stopped helping.
Here I am now, my third severe flare up in a year. I am down to just eating one meal a day of plain rice because I feel so bad when I eat, the diarrhea is explosive and burns and the loperamide isn't working at the moment.
I've been to the GP a few times about this in the last year, and apart from doing a stool sample and a blood test to check for thyroid issues last year, they haven't really done anything - a prescription for 30 loperamide a month (I get through 50 a week), and some rehydration sachets. I did have an upper GI endoscopy last year (for swallowing problems and reflux) but it didn't show anything.
I have more blood tests in a week, and then I'm ging back to the GP to try and get some answers, or a referral, or something.
I can't live like this anymore. Its so bad that I've had multiple episodes of incontinence in the last month (getting 10 feet to an empty bathroom), the urgency is that bad. I rarely leave the house and I can't go out unless I fast for 24 hours before hand and take loperamide in advance, because I know I'd never make it to the bathroom if the urgency came.
My husband jokes about getting me nappies and a commode, but its not seeming so funny now. Even he gets a bit perplexed when I have to dash to the loo while watching tv, then finish, wash my hands, open the bathroom door, then have to go back in to go again, then make it back to the sofa and then have to turn around and go back a third time.
I eat 7 or 8 hours before going to bed and stay up if I feel in any way dodgy, as my toilet is downstairs - and with the help of the loperamide and eating early I can usually limit night time problems to pain and nausea - except at the moment when not eating at all is preferable.
I don't know if I do have crohns or IBD, but I can't see that this is just IBS. I lose weight when I have a flare (and eat to make up for it when I don't).
I'm determined to get some answers, a diagnosis and some sort of treatment.
This can't be the rest of my life, can it, chained to the toilet in my house?
There must be some way to treat this?
Thanks in advance for reading, sorry if TMI.