Just as the title says:
I had UC for one year, then while in hospital with a bad bout of UC my bowel perforated under the unwatchful eye of the GI.
I knew I was about to die from the perforation, and I actually felt euphoric. After a month in extreme pain in the hospital and worrying about my children, I suddenly knew everything was ok and that dying was not to be feared when it is time to go.
I had an emergency total colectomy.
I am happy I didn't die that day, as I have enjoyed seeing my children grow up, but I am certainly not worried about death anymore.
I have since had reconstructive bowel surgery to remove the ileostomy, and now have a J pouch.
A year after the Jpouch I had a kink in the bowel and more surgery.
The past 14 years with my pouch have been very difficult. The pouch has never emptied well for me, and it gives me so much pain every day when it is full.
Gas is so painful and I struggle to go to the toilet so badly if there is any gas in there.
Anyway I am not expecting a lot of people on this board to know much about Jpouches, but recently I had a sigmoidoscopy in my pouch and terminal ileum, and I have inflammation and aphthous ulcers in my pouch and my small bowel.
I am currently on a dose of entocort to see if this helps and to determine if my UC has morphed into crohns. Or maybe it always was crohns.
So far the entocort hasn't really helped and I am in week 4 of taking it. Maybe it has slowed things down a bit, but not stopped the pain of before, during and after going to the toilet.
Sooooooo yeah ! Feeling pi$$ed off !
I had UC for one year, then while in hospital with a bad bout of UC my bowel perforated under the unwatchful eye of the GI.
I knew I was about to die from the perforation, and I actually felt euphoric. After a month in extreme pain in the hospital and worrying about my children, I suddenly knew everything was ok and that dying was not to be feared when it is time to go.
I had an emergency total colectomy.
I am happy I didn't die that day, as I have enjoyed seeing my children grow up, but I am certainly not worried about death anymore.
I have since had reconstructive bowel surgery to remove the ileostomy, and now have a J pouch.
A year after the Jpouch I had a kink in the bowel and more surgery.
The past 14 years with my pouch have been very difficult. The pouch has never emptied well for me, and it gives me so much pain every day when it is full.
Gas is so painful and I struggle to go to the toilet so badly if there is any gas in there.
Anyway I am not expecting a lot of people on this board to know much about Jpouches, but recently I had a sigmoidoscopy in my pouch and terminal ileum, and I have inflammation and aphthous ulcers in my pouch and my small bowel.
I am currently on a dose of entocort to see if this helps and to determine if my UC has morphed into crohns. Or maybe it always was crohns.
So far the entocort hasn't really helped and I am in week 4 of taking it. Maybe it has slowed things down a bit, but not stopped the pain of before, during and after going to the toilet.
Sooooooo yeah ! Feeling pi$$ed off !