Hello! I hope everyone enjoyed the holidays and is well. I haven't posted recently,but I do check in to see how the kids are doing, and I know that many parents have been faced with some tough decisions. My heart goes out to all of you, it is so difficult sometimes. I have been knee-deep in college applications with Olivia, very stressful time! We also did the never ending "open-house" visits to several universities over the past 2 months. We are now waiting to hear about admissions. She runs to that mailbox everyday hoping for some good news! It is an exciting time, but Liv is still awaiting the next step in her CD treatment. If you remember, we were finally on board to restart biologics after MRE showed active CD (asymptomatic!). She is still on Entocort and LDN at this time. Recent labs showed that she is not immune to varicella (Zero titers), so we met with ID and decided she needed to be vaccinated before starting biologics, but MD's were worried about the steroids that she has been on for the past year. She was vaccinated on Dec 17th (MD made us wait until 1 week before she started the holiday break, just in case she actually got chicken pox). They were not sure how she would respond because of the steroids, so they made me fill a script for Valtrex...just in case she developed any pox. Well, on day 9 after inocculation, her arm swelled and she developed lesions (approx 5-6 pox) around the injection site! ID said this does sometimes happen, but because she was at risk, we start the valtrex ASAP to prevent a full blown occurence of CP. She did fine, now we have to recheck titers next week to see if she needs a second inocculation. Anyway, we went into NYC to meet with yet another GI from MT Sinai (at our new ped GI's request-these docs are very nervous to restart biologics because of the cancer) Well, this consult just confused me more because he advised us NOT to restart biologics on a child who has recently been treated for cancer...he said it was way too risky and if this were his child he would NOT even consider it!! He recommended Methotrexate or Stelara???? Stelara, another biologic. has a different mechanism (not an anti-TNF), but still not approved for CD and not studied in kids. Yes, Liv is 17, but still risky! In the meantime Liv has been ridiculously fatigued...CD flaring? Anemia? Cancer? She is a puzzle-turns out her TSH levels are skyrocketing and she has severe hypothyroidism! Well, now not sure if she is just requiring more Synthroid, but I would bet money that she prob is not absorbing the drug (absorbed in small intestine, where her disease is). We increased synthroid today, labs to follow and we need to do something soon. Should be hearing from GI Mon or Tues to see what next step is...not sure he is comfortable with the other MD's recommendation...he has never prescribed Stelara. And my head is constantly spinning! Liv is still going strong, attending school (even though she can barely get out of bed), working a part-time job and rehearsing for 2 different plays. Almost had her convinced to start EN with NGT, but when I showed her the video on Youtube, she decided she didn't want to try it just yet..she couldn't bare to watch, lol. Thanks for listening!!! Kim