I finally got access to Cameron's labs and of course am now driving myself mad with worry. I noticed that his lymphocytes and neutrophils percentages were way off the charts, with neuts in the higher than average range and lymphs in the lower. Because he's on 6mp (which is why the labs were drawn in the first place) I'm now afraid this means he's developing cancer. The doctor of course has not been worried about anything but I've lost trust in him. I also noticed tonight that i n november they told me his inflammatory markers were "a little elevated" when the labs show that his c-reactive protein level was twice as high as it was prior to dx and 3 times higher than the normal range.
I'm strongly considering having him change his meds because although the risk of getting t-cell lymphoma is low low, i haven't found more specific studies, i.e. incidence of people in my son's demographic getting it. Who are the people who do get it? I didn't realize when we first began the med. that the kind of cancer associated with 6mp is actually very fatal.
On top of that I'm afraid that me thinking about it or grieving it's truly a possibility is now ggoing to make it come true. I know that sounds silly. i hope he will be ok. I'm pretty positive he'll be ok. But i can't go on with a medication that has a fatal risk. While it's more likely we'd get in a car accident on the way to clinic than getting cancer, accidents are more survivable. And like i said they haven't really identified risk factors for people taking it.
I'm strongly considering having him change his meds because although the risk of getting t-cell lymphoma is low low, i haven't found more specific studies, i.e. incidence of people in my son's demographic getting it. Who are the people who do get it? I didn't realize when we first began the med. that the kind of cancer associated with 6mp is actually very fatal.
On top of that I'm afraid that me thinking about it or grieving it's truly a possibility is now ggoing to make it come true. I know that sounds silly. i hope he will be ok. I'm pretty positive he'll be ok. But i can't go on with a medication that has a fatal risk. While it's more likely we'd get in a car accident on the way to clinic than getting cancer, accidents are more survivable. And like i said they haven't really identified risk factors for people taking it.