- Joined
- Oct 8, 2012
- Messages
- 7
My story is one that has taken me a long time to make sense of.
I started showing signs of digestive issues years ago. Over the last two years I've lost weight on and off. I have usually been a thin girl but in October of 2011 I was down to 102 lbs. I was eating all the time. I found out I had mono around November and quit my nannying job so I could try to keep up with school. My body just wasn't functioning. It became harder to concentrate. My energy level was down to nothing nearly every day no matter what I would eat or drink. Over the next few months I was constantly in pain all over my body. Everything seemed to be going wrong. I eventually went to the ER in the spring of 12. I had intense pain which we thought was my appendix. They tested me for that but found it was functioning just fine. They decided to keep me in observation and on dilaudid. I wasn't allowed to eat but the pain persisted. They then had a gi consult come in for a colonoscopy. I was scared shitless (literally) but when I woke up the doctor said nothing was wrong. He then told my mother I should be in a psych unit because this was probably anxiety. UMMM EXCUSE ME. You had a conversation with my ass to determine this?
....
Anyway, this guy sent me home with a script for dilaudid. I kept trying to eat and still the pain would never go away. Sometimes it would fade. But as the time went on the pain started spreading.
I was still searching for a reason for the pain and went to a surgical consult with my OB/GYN when she said, "Oh your biopsy results from your colonoscopy were positive. Guess you don't need me!" I was stunned. The GI Doc hadn't even called. He had just written me off as an anxious 20 year old. So I went to the GI practice and saw another doc there who said that whatever I had was probably just me overreacting/being too sensitive to pain so again they gave me more dialudid. I was furious. Nothing was helping and if anything I felt worse.
Finally I spoke with my primary doctor who said I needed to go to MGH. So I went to Mass General GI Associates. I met Dr. Yajnik. He and his staff were completely different to the old doctors. They actually cared and wanted to find the answer to what was going on. As we went through my medical history he said my symptoms are crohns like and that I should have another colonoscopy.
A few days later I went in for the colonoscopy. I wasn't that nervous as I had already had one. However, I woke up part way through this one and felt like my insides were on fire/being stabbed. I begged them to stop.
When I woke up they said it was for sure crohns and that the other doctor was crazy because it was everywhere.
I was so angry, hurt, confused, and at the same time relieved to know it wasn't in my head.
Then the long road of treatment started.
I'm currently on entocort 3x daily, cipro 500 x 2, bentyl, zofran, remicade and prednisone. It's not easy but it's getting easier to cope with.
It's been two months since I started treatment and during these last two months I've finally had a break from my depression. I think my body just needs to reset itself and try to get back into a healthy state.
I started showing signs of digestive issues years ago. Over the last two years I've lost weight on and off. I have usually been a thin girl but in October of 2011 I was down to 102 lbs. I was eating all the time. I found out I had mono around November and quit my nannying job so I could try to keep up with school. My body just wasn't functioning. It became harder to concentrate. My energy level was down to nothing nearly every day no matter what I would eat or drink. Over the next few months I was constantly in pain all over my body. Everything seemed to be going wrong. I eventually went to the ER in the spring of 12. I had intense pain which we thought was my appendix. They tested me for that but found it was functioning just fine. They decided to keep me in observation and on dilaudid. I wasn't allowed to eat but the pain persisted. They then had a gi consult come in for a colonoscopy. I was scared shitless (literally) but when I woke up the doctor said nothing was wrong. He then told my mother I should be in a psych unit because this was probably anxiety. UMMM EXCUSE ME. You had a conversation with my ass to determine this?
....
Anyway, this guy sent me home with a script for dilaudid. I kept trying to eat and still the pain would never go away. Sometimes it would fade. But as the time went on the pain started spreading.
I was still searching for a reason for the pain and went to a surgical consult with my OB/GYN when she said, "Oh your biopsy results from your colonoscopy were positive. Guess you don't need me!" I was stunned. The GI Doc hadn't even called. He had just written me off as an anxious 20 year old. So I went to the GI practice and saw another doc there who said that whatever I had was probably just me overreacting/being too sensitive to pain so again they gave me more dialudid. I was furious. Nothing was helping and if anything I felt worse.
Finally I spoke with my primary doctor who said I needed to go to MGH. So I went to Mass General GI Associates. I met Dr. Yajnik. He and his staff were completely different to the old doctors. They actually cared and wanted to find the answer to what was going on. As we went through my medical history he said my symptoms are crohns like and that I should have another colonoscopy.
A few days later I went in for the colonoscopy. I wasn't that nervous as I had already had one. However, I woke up part way through this one and felt like my insides were on fire/being stabbed. I begged them to stop.
When I woke up they said it was for sure crohns and that the other doctor was crazy because it was everywhere.
I was so angry, hurt, confused, and at the same time relieved to know it wasn't in my head.
Then the long road of treatment started.
I'm currently on entocort 3x daily, cipro 500 x 2, bentyl, zofran, remicade and prednisone. It's not easy but it's getting easier to cope with.
It's been two months since I started treatment and during these last two months I've finally had a break from my depression. I think my body just needs to reset itself and try to get back into a healthy state.