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Hi Everyone.
I guess I just need to vent/ask for support from everyone.
I went to my OB/GYN last month for my yearly, and my Pap Smear results came back abnormal. She told me that I have HPV, and I started to cry. Fast forward to today, i'm scheduled for a colposcopy on Tuesday, and i'm terrified. The nurse who told me I have HPV told me not to worry, that everything will be okay. However, when I read many stories online, they say that the HPV that does not cause genital warts are the worst, because there's a higher risk for cervical cancer.
I'm angry, frustrated, upset, confused, and ashamed. I have also been reading about treatments, and people who have Crohn's and HPV. I'm lucky to where I am not on medications for my Crohn's; however, I just don't know what the future has in store for me. Not to mention, I recently started a new relationship - and I don't know what to do. I recently told him about my Crohn's, and if this whole HPV thing is bad, I don't know what to do or how to proceed.
Earlier this year when I was diagnosed with Crohn's, I was actually relieved because the doctor thought I had HPV. When he told me that I have Crohn's, I felt like I had been given a 2nd chance. The thought of HPV scared me. Now that I have it, I don't know how to proceed.
I'm just remembering what the nurse said, and she told me not to worry. My Sister also goes to the same OB/GYN and said that if something was wrong, she would have called me in right away and things would be happening differently. I just want to know everything is okay. If anyone knows of someone dealing with the same situation or they themselves are going through the same thing, I could definitely use some support.
Thanks.
I guess I just need to vent/ask for support from everyone.
I went to my OB/GYN last month for my yearly, and my Pap Smear results came back abnormal. She told me that I have HPV, and I started to cry. Fast forward to today, i'm scheduled for a colposcopy on Tuesday, and i'm terrified. The nurse who told me I have HPV told me not to worry, that everything will be okay. However, when I read many stories online, they say that the HPV that does not cause genital warts are the worst, because there's a higher risk for cervical cancer.
I'm angry, frustrated, upset, confused, and ashamed. I have also been reading about treatments, and people who have Crohn's and HPV. I'm lucky to where I am not on medications for my Crohn's; however, I just don't know what the future has in store for me. Not to mention, I recently started a new relationship - and I don't know what to do. I recently told him about my Crohn's, and if this whole HPV thing is bad, I don't know what to do or how to proceed.
Earlier this year when I was diagnosed with Crohn's, I was actually relieved because the doctor thought I had HPV. When he told me that I have Crohn's, I felt like I had been given a 2nd chance. The thought of HPV scared me. Now that I have it, I don't know how to proceed.
I'm just remembering what the nurse said, and she told me not to worry. My Sister also goes to the same OB/GYN and said that if something was wrong, she would have called me in right away and things would be happening differently. I just want to know everything is okay. If anyone knows of someone dealing with the same situation or they themselves are going through the same thing, I could definitely use some support.
Thanks.