It has been a while since I have been on these forums and a lot has changed. But for this rant almost none of that matters. All you need to know is that I was covered by state insurance had my humira, and everything I needed. So beginning of August we get a letter saying I no longer qualify for state medicaid, okay this isnt good. Even with my meds I dont even work a full work week. Well we have to get it somehow. Cheapest we find for what i need is 360$ a month. Not great but not bad. Okay End of august comes around, Wife gets on the phone with the insurance provider we found for the price, tell them we want the plan but it cant start until October 1st. Because we dont have the money for it right now and it has to be paid within days to be activated. So October 1st. we were assured that it would be fine. Come September 28th we get a bill in the mail for two months... Makes no sense, should just be for october... nope they never post dated it. We got charged for Sept too... We call. them and the market place nothing can be done. Okay well we will just have to play catch up. call yesterday to pay my insurance and get my info, My account was cancelled for being behind. I now have no insurance for another month. The first month of september wasnt a big deal because i had saved up a month of Humira and whatever other meds i would need before i lost my insurance. Well I'm out of everything but vitamins at this point have missed tons of work, cant pay my rent until closer to the end of the month, and now that i'ved missed so much humira, which was being considered as having a dwindeling affect on me is going to be useless. WTF DO I DO! I call everyone, Humira, State, The insurance companies again, old doctors t see if they can help.... not a single person or company can help me. and i am SIMPLY ******. pardon the language. :angry-banghead::angry-banghead::angry-banghead::angry-banghead::angry-banghead::angry-banghead::angry-banghead::angry-banghead::angry-banghead: Will probably see the inside of an OR by the end of october if nothing comes of this... Great...