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Hello everyone, I have had a really rough day today. my younger sons are here for the weekend and i dont want them to worry so i try to not show that i am in pain. oh my god my side hurts today!!!! I have woken up each day this week with a pain level of 7 out of ten. today i hit number9 a little too often. i am even having trouble with my one flightof stairs due to knee n joint pain. i am so damn sick of hurting like this, i dont want to go into the hospital as i just got the recent bill...no i just hate the damned place too!! i called the hosp in boston and tried to get a game plan for the next test, etc to try to get this under control. he told me i would be having yet another colonoscopy so that the doc can see for "himself" what it looks like in their. he also said that woulldnt be till early july. i called my new gp friday to get a refill onthe pain meds and was defintely judged by the staff as medseeking!!!!! uh yeah, i do want the damn meds,but not for recreation for gods sakes it is because i just hurt like hell. this pain is horrible!!! i have no energy and ache like hell!!!
ok now help me hear guys n gals, should i advocate for a different test like an mri to see if the can better identify stuff in the termian ileum area?
how can i get the docs to see that i need themto give me the pain meds if i am to be able to function with this level of pain? i know that i need to b careful with them but truth be told i'd rather risk addiction than deal with the unmasked pain!!:ymad: :ymad: :ymad: :ymad: :ymad:
ok now help me hear guys n gals, should i advocate for a different test like an mri to see if the can better identify stuff in the termian ileum area?
how can i get the docs to see that i need themto give me the pain meds if i am to be able to function with this level of pain? i know that i need to b careful with them but truth be told i'd rather risk addiction than deal with the unmasked pain!!:ymad: :ymad: :ymad: :ymad: :ymad: