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I'm having a colonoscopy with pathological study on Friday and I'm so freaked out! It's not my first; actually I've had 5 others, but I've had so much pain and such bad experiences with them, except when under a general, that I literally start shaking when I go in the procedure room. Should I talk to the doctor about how scared I am? I don't want to sound like a big baby here on the forum; you guys have been through way more than I have.
On top of that, even though I'm trying to be positive, I'm really scared the doctor will find colon cancer again. Even though I got the all-clear January 2010 I still feel like it's this monster lurking in the background just waiting for the right time to strike again. I feel like I'll never really be well as long as the threat is still there.
Thanks for listening, guys, just needed to vent...I really need to get a handle on this.
On top of that, even though I'm trying to be positive, I'm really scared the doctor will find colon cancer again. Even though I got the all-clear January 2010 I still feel like it's this monster lurking in the background just waiting for the right time to strike again. I feel like I'll never really be well as long as the threat is still there.
Thanks for listening, guys, just needed to vent...I really need to get a handle on this.