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Some of you may remember me - The last time I was here, I was just beginning methotrexate. I apologise in advance for the novel I'm about to write haha.
I've been on MTX for nearly 9 months now but for the past 3 months or so, I've been bouncing back and forth between C and D (never extreme though, only a day or two of C and my D is more soft than watery), experiencing bloating and pain as well as being extremely fatigued. My GI sent me for a scope since he was unsure of what was causing my symptoms - MTX is well known for sapping energy but it didn't explain my digestive issues and I didn't have my normal flare symptoms like mouth ulcers or erythema nodosum. Also pathology work wasn't showing anything conclusive.
I got the results of the scope yesterday. My Crohn's is in complete remission - not a pinch of inflammation in sight which is fantastic news! :applause: The less positive news is I have some nasty scarring and a fibrous stricture in my terminal ileum which is causing my tummy problems.
My GI has given me three options:
1. Balloon catheter dilation. This procedure would involve my specialist going in with a colonoscope and using a medical balloon to expand and stretch the narrowed area. This procedure requires little recovery time but there is a risk of perforation and complications. It's also only a temporary fix and will likely require multiple attempts to achieve a noticeable result.
2. Do nothing.
3. Resection surgery to remove a few centimeters of the Ileocecal valve where the stricture is.
I am terrified of surgery and have always said that I would do almost anything to avoid it unless it was literally threatening my life. I have read far too many stories of people going in for a resection and coming out with a stoma or short bowel syndrome. At the moment, my alternating C & D as well as pain and bloating is uncomfortable but I've lived with it for 5 years and have crafted my life around managing it and am doing pretty well. While it would be amazing to live my life without these symptoms - I'm scared to take the risk of coming out of surgery in a worse condition than I started with. Better the devil you know, right?
My doctor is confident that a surgery will leave me essentially symptom-free but he has acknowledged that - like all medical procedures - there are risks. He has advised that because I only need a very small section removed, my recovery will be relatively quick and uncomplicated. The section that needs to be removed is in the ileocecal valve which is the muscle which regulates how much enters the colon so I'm imagining that if it's not able to regulate the speed of movement between the small and large intestines, my D would be worse.
The idea of not having to worry about feeling sick would be amazing as I suffer from agoraphobia thanks to my years of never knowing when I would need a toilet. In the same vain - the thought of risking short bowel syndrome and making my D and anxiety worse is a horrifying thought.
I have an appointment coming up with a surgeon to discuss what the surgery would entail within the next two weeks and then I'll be seeing my GI in a month to discuss what I want to do. I would love to hear the experiences others have had with resections - particularly of the ileocecal valve and any advice you would like to share. Thanks for reading
I've been on MTX for nearly 9 months now but for the past 3 months or so, I've been bouncing back and forth between C and D (never extreme though, only a day or two of C and my D is more soft than watery), experiencing bloating and pain as well as being extremely fatigued. My GI sent me for a scope since he was unsure of what was causing my symptoms - MTX is well known for sapping energy but it didn't explain my digestive issues and I didn't have my normal flare symptoms like mouth ulcers or erythema nodosum. Also pathology work wasn't showing anything conclusive.
I got the results of the scope yesterday. My Crohn's is in complete remission - not a pinch of inflammation in sight which is fantastic news! :applause: The less positive news is I have some nasty scarring and a fibrous stricture in my terminal ileum which is causing my tummy problems.
My GI has given me three options:
1. Balloon catheter dilation. This procedure would involve my specialist going in with a colonoscope and using a medical balloon to expand and stretch the narrowed area. This procedure requires little recovery time but there is a risk of perforation and complications. It's also only a temporary fix and will likely require multiple attempts to achieve a noticeable result.
2. Do nothing.
3. Resection surgery to remove a few centimeters of the Ileocecal valve where the stricture is.
I am terrified of surgery and have always said that I would do almost anything to avoid it unless it was literally threatening my life. I have read far too many stories of people going in for a resection and coming out with a stoma or short bowel syndrome. At the moment, my alternating C & D as well as pain and bloating is uncomfortable but I've lived with it for 5 years and have crafted my life around managing it and am doing pretty well. While it would be amazing to live my life without these symptoms - I'm scared to take the risk of coming out of surgery in a worse condition than I started with. Better the devil you know, right?
My doctor is confident that a surgery will leave me essentially symptom-free but he has acknowledged that - like all medical procedures - there are risks. He has advised that because I only need a very small section removed, my recovery will be relatively quick and uncomplicated. The section that needs to be removed is in the ileocecal valve which is the muscle which regulates how much enters the colon so I'm imagining that if it's not able to regulate the speed of movement between the small and large intestines, my D would be worse.
The idea of not having to worry about feeling sick would be amazing as I suffer from agoraphobia thanks to my years of never knowing when I would need a toilet. In the same vain - the thought of risking short bowel syndrome and making my D and anxiety worse is a horrifying thought.
I have an appointment coming up with a surgeon to discuss what the surgery would entail within the next two weeks and then I'll be seeing my GI in a month to discuss what I want to do. I would love to hear the experiences others have had with resections - particularly of the ileocecal valve and any advice you would like to share. Thanks for reading
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