I do apologise for this now. Having an extremely tough past couple of days 
Im so tired of people giving me sympathy when it suits them. Its only ok for me to feel like crap when they can deal with it.
Im also tired of being told how i feel. 'You cant be that tired. Surely you have enough energy to put washing on?!' No i don't have enough energy hence why i never did it. Argh.
The more tired i become the more irritable i am. I know i get mad easily recently but do i seriously have to put up with people treating me like a faker.
Even when people are trying to be nice 'i really think you should go to the doctors things aren't right' it still bugs me. Is this just me being stupid? Iv already explained my GP cant do anything. The GPs just say they don't know.
Im very anxious about my second colonoscopy coming up. My brain just feels fuzzy. Iv got total brain fog which is making work very stressful.
Thanks for reading. I just feel completely useless. And i know i shouldn't but i cant shake this feeling of guilt.
Having a bad week
Im so tired of people giving me sympathy when it suits them. Its only ok for me to feel like crap when they can deal with it.
Im also tired of being told how i feel. 'You cant be that tired. Surely you have enough energy to put washing on?!' No i don't have enough energy hence why i never did it. Argh.
The more tired i become the more irritable i am. I know i get mad easily recently but do i seriously have to put up with people treating me like a faker.
Even when people are trying to be nice 'i really think you should go to the doctors things aren't right' it still bugs me. Is this just me being stupid? Iv already explained my GP cant do anything. The GPs just say they don't know.
Im very anxious about my second colonoscopy coming up. My brain just feels fuzzy. Iv got total brain fog which is making work very stressful.
Thanks for reading. I just feel completely useless. And i know i shouldn't but i cant shake this feeling of guilt.
Having a bad week
