I'm sure my feelings right now will pass but I just feel like giving up today. For about a month now I've had swollen lymph nodes which is something new to my medical history. I've had all the tests done and the only course of action is antibiotics. I get put on the antibiotics and the lump vanished. 3 days later it returns so my DR says my body probably needs more than a regular course of antibiotics.
I can honestly say that I've never had this bad of a reaction to antibiotics. Normally I notice an improvement in days and this time around my body is rejecting everything. It's trying to clear itself out--I probably haven't completely got rid of passed infections--thank you immunity---but it's draining on my body. My lungs hurt and feel bruised. My nose is raw. I hardly can breathe out my nose. TMI but I had black flem among all sorts of colours coming out.
This pain of an infection is also bringing up all sorts of unwanted Crohn's thingies because I haven't been able to be on my regular course of Meds. I can handle it thou I just don't know how much more I can handle this infection. I'm physically drained here so close to wanting to be hospitalized but then again realizing what could they do.
In my desperation I even started to research if it was possible to grow a new immune system. I saw this medical discovery show sbout a young baby who was born with no immune system so they made her one... :sign0085:
I'm sure I'm becoming my DR's worse nightmare now
I can honestly say that I've never had this bad of a reaction to antibiotics. Normally I notice an improvement in days and this time around my body is rejecting everything. It's trying to clear itself out--I probably haven't completely got rid of passed infections--thank you immunity---but it's draining on my body. My lungs hurt and feel bruised. My nose is raw. I hardly can breathe out my nose. TMI but I had black flem among all sorts of colours coming out.
This pain of an infection is also bringing up all sorts of unwanted Crohn's thingies because I haven't been able to be on my regular course of Meds. I can handle it thou I just don't know how much more I can handle this infection. I'm physically drained here so close to wanting to be hospitalized but then again realizing what could they do.
In my desperation I even started to research if it was possible to grow a new immune system. I saw this medical discovery show sbout a young baby who was born with no immune system so they made her one... :sign0085:
I'm sure I'm becoming my DR's worse nightmare now