Same here, other than 6wks of feeling good following surgery, i have felt terrible sonce 2010. And, with all the pain, i have a feeling of urgency, like "needing" to go, and it is always diarrhea, but i am also like constipated, almost lime my body is fighting itself. Like its swollen, and cant go easily, but when i do go its very loose, or watery, sorry as well for the tmi. Plus, when i am able to go, it is relieving but also it is painful, and rains painful for quite some time after having a bowel movement. Havent had much relief from the pain myself. All those ct scans are bad for you, they say they are like 100 xrays. At least thats what i was told. I hate this disease.