^^^THIS^^^
I'm a scosche autistic on a good day, and downright unfathonable on a rough one, so this may not come out well
.... its why I don't post much on forums
Blood in the stool is some scary ****
Itss' crazy how just a little, teeny, tiny bit of blood will make the toilet bowl look like one of the darker verses in the chapter of revelations
It is what it is
We all go thru it at various times during the desease and treatment, and others will chime in with beter advice than I on that topic
the color of the blood and the other stuff in the bowl will tell many tales, and the folks here have more experience than doctors on stuf like ythis because we live it
but, straight up man,
you have got to call your g.i. clininic RIGHT NOW
I get that the blood is unsettling, but if you were mostly asymptomayic and had a relatively mild case
(look aroundnthis board, there's some folks that really suffer deep and hard)
something has changedd and needs to be looked at STAT
You and I, we're in the same boat
Bad comunication with the dosctors had put me in a spot or two this part year
they have made choices that didn;t work for me and some of the results we downright didastrous
things really went the wrong way, andd only got worse
One particurarliy bad day I was watching the sunset wondering how much more it could hurt, how much worse it could get,wondering why my doctors sucked so bad and i did damn near the exact same thing you did
... self medicated ...
gotta tell ya it cause me problems in my gut and in my clinic
the call to the clinic sucked, their attitude about it sucked, sitting in the waiting room sucked, talking to the dr sucked, the nurses sucked
... I stepped outside for a cigarete, and talked to an old dude also having a smoke
"dude, done messed up some, but you got this,
just gotta fight harder, make these folks listen and work together,
right now, you need some help on a personal level
make the call and get some help"
it was at that point i made the decision to fight and fight hard
had to reach out to some mental health resources, and that was really tough for me
i just didnt know where else to turn, and i needed help, so yep, made the call
best damn choice i ever made!
took three different "professionals" before i found someone that gets what chronic medical condidtiions can do to a mans soul, but i just stuck with it and told them the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth
i decided to make the doctors work for me
i was not just going to sit there and listen, do what they say
i was going to ask questions, and lots of them
but, right now, you gotta tell the clinic what happened
make the call