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my story is probably not a lot different from others. I got sick in jan 2005 and went undiagnosed until june. I KNEW I was dying, because they couldn't figure anything out. all tests came back negative, oh great, now I'm just crazy. in late may I finally received my first colonoscopy. DIAGNOSED! It was bitter sweet because I knew nothing of crohns and was taking care of my terminally ill dad, husband (who in reality took care of me), and 3 young boys. started remicade and found out I was pregnant. I stayed on remicade till delivery and then was not able to take any other meds at that time. couple years went by flare up here and there but honestly nothing compared to the beginning. I am currently on humira. the last several days I have been flaring and just super depressed about it. i'm missing my boys sporting events, not cooking dinner every nite and just basically functioning. it's true, people don't get it. I really never thought I was looking for sympathy but quite possibly I am. I talk to a close girlfriend tell her how sick I am haven't eaten for 3 days and sleep all day and she in turn asks me to go to dinner and have drinks w/her and some others???? I don't get angry, I explain I CANT and just politely make an excuse to hang up. please tell me im not the only one who gets super depressed when a flare is occurring. I am honestly a happy, hey lets get out and do something girl the minute im feeling better. HELP someone! tell me im not crazy!
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