Hello, we are listening. You are not alone in this. I have felt those times of no one gets it. Mostly family and friends tho, not the doctors, believe it or not. I have found that I am my own best supporter when it comes to my health. You might get the referral you need from the weirdest place, try walk-ins, er, other clinics, friends doctors. I had just moved when I got really sick and my daughter told her dr that she was afraid I would die on her couch so he took me in. And even weirder...the GI Specialist just happened to be in the hospital when I had a CT scan and took me on the spot. Yes, chrome plated horse shoes up the yingyang. (Trust in the process of life, all you need is always taken care of. You are safe.-Louise Hay)