I've finally got my big CT scan today of my small bowel. I'm looking forward to getting in there and getting some answers. I am not looking forward to drinking two liters of "apple smoothie." Why do they even bother trying to give it a friendly name like "smoothie?" I worked in a smoothie shop all through high school. This chalky, milky contrast fluid is no smoothie, my friends. They're not fooling anyone. My choices were apple, berry, and vanilla. I decided to go with apple because it seems to be the most benign flavor to my palette.
Whenever I have these tests I'm conflicted with two sets of emotions:
1) I'm thinking to myself- please find something! Please get in there and see what I know has to be there. I had to run away from the lunch table on Saturday with my sister and brother-in-law and my boyfriend all embarrassingly exchanging glances. I was only a few bites into a slice of pizza when it hit me. So please don't let me get on that table and have my doctor tell me that "everything looks great."
2)Please let everything be okay. I don't want scary surgery or any more serious medication. Let me be okay.
On a side note, one of the coolest experiences that I've had with this forum is reading current, active posts from people asking questions about their colonoscopy prep while I was also drinking my prep... at the exact same time! Now, that is awesome! Disgustingly awesome!
Whenever I have these tests I'm conflicted with two sets of emotions:
1) I'm thinking to myself- please find something! Please get in there and see what I know has to be there. I had to run away from the lunch table on Saturday with my sister and brother-in-law and my boyfriend all embarrassingly exchanging glances. I was only a few bites into a slice of pizza when it hit me. So please don't let me get on that table and have my doctor tell me that "everything looks great."
2)Please let everything be okay. I don't want scary surgery or any more serious medication. Let me be okay.
On a side note, one of the coolest experiences that I've had with this forum is reading current, active posts from people asking questions about their colonoscopy prep while I was also drinking my prep... at the exact same time! Now, that is awesome! Disgustingly awesome!