I felt sick thinking that my son would be taking this med but, it's been three years now and I barely worry now. It's taken away his inflammation. Other than going to infusions, he never thinks of crohns. It's always heartbreaking for parents and so scary when you think of the risks! BUT, try to remember he's exposed to risks everyday - sports, swimming, cars, etc... You wudnt think of avoiding those things bcz they improve his quality of life. Remicade, with its VERY small risks will also improve his QOL and keep him healthy until newer and better treatments are available. Hugs, it's a tough decision but when you see him feel and look good, you'll be glad you made it. :ghug: