Hi other MCers,
First off, my heart fills up like a well would fill with love for each of you. This disease has turned my life upside down and inside out. I was Dx'd with it 2/2012. My GI told me it would be like "having a bum knee". Umm yeah, that's not been my experience at all. I'm sure I had it in 2011 while I was pregnant and had WD 10x/day. It is hard enough to be pregnant without MC; I was surely pregnant w/it. In 2010 I was Dx'd celiac. I went 100% GF during pregnancy, thinking that would be the fix. Wrong. See those two little cuties in my profile picture, they are my angels, and they suffer every day because of this horrendous disease. I have no energy or extra calories to do fun stuff. I must be near a toilet at all times. Fortunately, my husband (their dad) and g-parents can have fun with them.
I was diagnosed at 33 yrs old. Nothing has been the same since MC. I have tried EVERY diet under the sun (SCD, GAPS, Candida, elimination). I have had three allergy tests: skin pricking w/serum samples, Enterolab stool test, and IgG (?) blood. It would seem I am allergic to everything because each test has different results w/ different set of allergies. I cannot avoid all food, not possible. I am GF, DF, SF, processed food free, eat all organic fish/meat (sparingly), some bone broth, have tried fermented sauerkraut and kombucha, juice veggies and fruits (that have low glycemic index). I do not know how to treat this anymore and detest succumbing to harsh big pharma meds: it's not the answer. Although I am currently on a steroid (sigh).
I was a featured "Hot Mama" on
www.hotandhealthymom.com in 2010. I miss that girl, the one who was active, full of life, and zest. I was an avid runner, kayaker, paddle boarder, camper, anything and everything outdoors was my life, and I was a social butterfly. Now I am stuck on what feels "house arrest" for the last 3 years of my life due to MC. I grieve the person I was and daily strive to rid MC. My friends miss the "healthy" me and always ask "when will you feel better?"
I have spent $10s of thousands on doctors: LLMD, ID, accupuncturist, 3 different functional integrative physicians, GIs, PCPs, massage therapists, a shaman, Qi Gong healer, you name it. I would fly anywhere in the world if it meant I could get rid of this. I have a closet filled with supplements, far too many to list.
I pray for those of you suffering like me. It's unfair. I can't understand the whys of this disease, only God knows.
I graduated with a BA degree in psychology from a private liberal arts school. I want to work again, however, this has disabled me completely. I can have diarrhea so many times a day, no nourishment that will stay in, and feel the weakness/ muscle waste of MC. I had a recent disability hearing. To be 35 yrs old and literally need disability is so difficult to digest (horrible pun).
Out of all the treatments tried (and there have been many, too many!, homeopathic and allopathic), the one that gave me the most hope was a forty dollar parasite cleanse from a family owned company, highly touted on cure zone. The problem is the parasite cleanse can only be taken for 30 days, to not cause resistance. I am not advising that any of you to do this. I am not your doctor. It's what gave me the most "ah ha!" moment. My GI, like most GIs, believe parasites are in undeveloped nations. This is untrue, they're everywhere! I even have a photo of a worm basically tatooed on my ankle, with blood around it, from the cleanse. Yet it is completely dismissed at UF. My integrative MDs say they have never seen anything like it. The typical labs DO NOT pick up parasites. Genova was the only lab to give some indication of this issue. Yet, I do not feel that Genova is enough so I am considering traveling to a top notch parasitologist, if /when I can find the time and finances.
Sorry for this essay! I needed to vent. If my experiences and suffering can help any of you find answers, I will be glad. This disease needs to be studied FAR more and funded for further research just like Crohns and UC. It is NOT an "older woman's disease", as I have been told too.
Peace,
Irie