Good Day Mikey,
Welcome to the forum!
You did not mention any specifics... have you been Dx'd?
What kinda symptoms are you dealing with?
How long have you been on this bus?
I have taken higher doses of MTX than 20mg.
First I did a year of belly jabs (subQ not IM)
but now I take MTX tablets.
Straight up MTX is not, for me, a feel-good drug.
But clearly you have more going on in life and will easily transcend any downsides you may experience.
No matter how you cut the mustard, for IBD there are benefits of MTX.
For me, it is not obvious.
I am currently taking MTX in combo therapy with Biologics.
My goal in persisting with this drug is to minimize my body forming antibodies to the Biologic rendering it less effective or ineffective over time.
I have Crohn's active in both large & small and so have no choice but to play my strongest game.(best odds by the data I've seen)
MTX is quietly giving me my best chance to keep me in the game with Humira.
I've already burned Remicade (drug-induced-Lupus)
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I do suffer dizziness, nausea & fatigue in which I suspect Metho plays a part.
But I have complex fistulizing disease and cannot seem to find remission...
Despite being cheerful & positive and determined as heck to get back to a life interrupted.
Only you can decide a more-correct path for yourself.
For me the stakes are high and I choose top-down therapy for what I believe to be my best chances.
My GI was top 5 on a world list of Crohn's docs last year.
He believes combo therapy is best for very sick folks.
I choose to stay with Methotrexate in combination with Humira for as long as it works, and as long as I can. (?)
I was recently informed that I could drop my tablets to just 15mg once a week in the hope to minimize my negative side-effects without losing efficacy.
Fresh data suggests as low as 12mg can be effective for some as part of combo therapy. (solo dose would be higher)
The only way I will really know the effect of MTX is if I lose response to Humira, we'll know that didn't work!
It is subtle and sneaky and I do not like it, but will not quit my best chance to regain quality of life.
Sometimes I think I hate it, but it passes...
and I know I have to make my best chances for my one lifetime to count.
I have a meltdown or a tantrum, blues whatever... and then get back to my intelligent health strategy in my big-boy pants.
I've got a lady cutter all too eager to meet me at ER.
She laid the concept of a possible panproctocolectomy on my plate just before Christmas.
A lil something for me to think about...
I respect the monster that is eating my life.
You have everything working right now Mikey.
I believe you will be able to dance with this drug.
You are positive and active and winning these days.
The harsh truth is nothing anyone says about a drug means much beyond that individual.
No way a little nausea lures me off of my yellow-brick-road.
My best chances are combo therapy right now and I am sticking with it for good and higher reasons.
Many times I wanted to quit.
You go through stuff, bowel disease is a process.
Thought & feelings evolve over changes and time.
If I were to allow a small thing like MTX to defeat me,
I never would have made it this far, with inflammatory bowel disease.
Some folks tolerate MTX well. Maybe you will feel Great every day!?!
I can only speak for me, I cannot detect anything good that this drug is doing for me.
But I will know darn well if and when I cannot stick with my current biologic.
I am on a surgical trajectory.
Your mileage may vary (can, will and should)
pray not for an easy life, pray to be a strong person
(if you are not comfortable substitute the word 'work' in place of prayer)
Worry will not help you with this, sorry.
For me there are no fireworks with MTX.
I will know when it is time to stop. (another drug "fail")
There are real and scary risks to learn about as you move forward.
There is a tiny chance something really bad might happen.
Doctors like to play it down, but in fairness they have no skin in the game.
These drugs can and will hurt someone.
Do your homework, the web is an unbelievable resource.
Make an informed decision for yourself.
It does not matter how the drug affects anyone else but you.
Take a test drive. See how you do.
I hope you don't... but if you do have IBD
survival is all about mental toughness and positivity through adversity.
Active IBD does damage to tissue which accumulates over time.
Most of us with it need to stick with our drugs for the long haul.
Many are tempted to quit their meds when they start to feel better.
A caveat...
when I am wicked flaring and taking 3 to 4 big drugs steady...
how can I be sure which drug is doing whatever to me?
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(clearly I've gone cuckoo for cocoapops)
I wanted IBD to make some kinda sense.
Each individual case of IBD is unique.
I hoped for black & white, but alas Crohn's is mostly grey. (in Canada gray)
Don't let me scare you. These diseases range in severity and can change over time for better or for worse.
You are living it up.
You know you don't wanna lose time again.
You gained perspective when your health betrayed you.
You have the perfect motivation to overcome side effects of any drug, plus plenty more.
Mental toughness and continuing with your terrific attitude shall
carry the day!
be as well as you can be,
peace,
Walt
ps
my pet peeve:
I do not care for the term when they say a patient "failed" a drug.
If a sick person is suffering and turns in hope to a drug...
and the drug fails to help, how has the patient failed anyone or anything?
nonsense!!
if your drugs disappoint a sick person, don't blame them... apologize?
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uggh!!
pss
sarcasm does not 'type' well...
my sig says I'm enjoying MTX but clearly that is just sarcasm.
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