Hi everyone! I'm so glad I found this forum. I'm 20 years old and I was diagnosed with Crohn's disease in February. I'd like to tell you a little about my journey so far so you all can get a better understanding of what I'm going through- because I know you can all relate!
So the beginning of January I started having severe but sporadic abdominal pain. It wasn't constant and that was my only symptom. I went to the doctor and had an ultrasound with no results. My angel of a physician ordered a CT scan and they found what looked like Crohn's. I was shocked. Crohn's doesn't run in my family- at all. I waited until the end of February to be accepted to be seen by the Vanderbilt University IBD clinic. Then, I had to wait until March 25th to even see them! Frustrating to say the least.. But I have an AMAZING doctor and she's a very well known Crohn's specialist. From January to March I really doubted my diagnosis. I was struggling everyday with pain but that's it. No vomiting, no diarrhea, just pain. Finally I was scheduled for a colonoscopy/ endoscopy a few weeks ago and they confirmed it was Crohn's. It was actually a lot worse than they initially thought. After waiting all that time, I'm yet again still waiting.. This time on treatment. I was offered Humira but I really don't want to give myself shots every other week... I know, it sounds pitiful but I'm afraid of needles. So my doctor suggested Remicade, which I'm fine with! However, my insurance company has decided they want me to try Humira first so now I'm waiting on an appeal to go through so I can HOPEFULLY start my Remicade infusions. This week has been especially hard- I've had so much pain. It actually feels like it's getting worse. I've been on prednisone in the mean time and I feel like it's not helping at all. So now, I have yet another CT scan on Friday to see what's going on.
I guess I'm just so frustrated and drained by this whole ordeal. I want to feel better again. I'm so afraid I'm going to miss out on things I want to do this summer because I can't seem to get better. I've tried eating better, it isn't working. I'm taking all the medicine I can until Remicade, it's not helping. The pain is so bad at times, I vomit. I'm only 20 and my body feels like it's giving out on me.
So that's me. I'm trying to stay positive but lately it's been so difficult. I'd love to hear from people who have gone through something similar. How did you manage your stress? Does eating better really help?
Thank you.
So the beginning of January I started having severe but sporadic abdominal pain. It wasn't constant and that was my only symptom. I went to the doctor and had an ultrasound with no results. My angel of a physician ordered a CT scan and they found what looked like Crohn's. I was shocked. Crohn's doesn't run in my family- at all. I waited until the end of February to be accepted to be seen by the Vanderbilt University IBD clinic. Then, I had to wait until March 25th to even see them! Frustrating to say the least.. But I have an AMAZING doctor and she's a very well known Crohn's specialist. From January to March I really doubted my diagnosis. I was struggling everyday with pain but that's it. No vomiting, no diarrhea, just pain. Finally I was scheduled for a colonoscopy/ endoscopy a few weeks ago and they confirmed it was Crohn's. It was actually a lot worse than they initially thought. After waiting all that time, I'm yet again still waiting.. This time on treatment. I was offered Humira but I really don't want to give myself shots every other week... I know, it sounds pitiful but I'm afraid of needles. So my doctor suggested Remicade, which I'm fine with! However, my insurance company has decided they want me to try Humira first so now I'm waiting on an appeal to go through so I can HOPEFULLY start my Remicade infusions. This week has been especially hard- I've had so much pain. It actually feels like it's getting worse. I've been on prednisone in the mean time and I feel like it's not helping at all. So now, I have yet another CT scan on Friday to see what's going on.
I guess I'm just so frustrated and drained by this whole ordeal. I want to feel better again. I'm so afraid I'm going to miss out on things I want to do this summer because I can't seem to get better. I've tried eating better, it isn't working. I'm taking all the medicine I can until Remicade, it's not helping. The pain is so bad at times, I vomit. I'm only 20 and my body feels like it's giving out on me.
So that's me. I'm trying to stay positive but lately it's been so difficult. I'd love to hear from people who have gone through something similar. How did you manage your stress? Does eating better really help?
Thank you.