Hey guys, sorry for a long first post.
I was diagnosed with Crohn's back in 2000, when I dropped a whole load of weight due to stomach pain, and not much other symptoms apart from the odd violently loose bm. Looking back, I think I had a pretty nasty stricture, which seemed to dissappear after the colonoscopy (they got the camera stuck, and had to pretty much forcefully rip it out) as I think they unwittingly widened the stricture.
Since then, I've had the odd flare up of major pain, but these usually lasted no more than 8 hours, then I was back to normal, managing to eat (carefully) as soon as the pain subsided.
On the run up to my last consultant appointment in November, I started to notice an increase in pain, maybe one a week or so, but it just seemed to be getting worse and worse. After I saw my consultant, I had a barium follow through which showed a stricture in the terminal illieum of around 10cm, and that I was fine and should just wait to see my consultant 5 months later (April).
Unfortunately the last 5/6 weeks of my life have been pretty hellish. Major stomach pain convulsion, stomach pain when i walk, some vommiting, constant queesyness, insanely loud stomach noises and general inability to eat anything without having serious stomach pain. My BM's are ranging from non existent to ok, but mainly because I've literally had 3 meals in over a week.
I've been taking co-codamol (OTC) for the last couple of weeks, as I just can't put up with the pain anymore. I know they cause constipation, but the way I figured it, the pain was there before, and if I'm constipated, the fact that I'm only having liquids would help that.
This week, after over a decade of having CD and never making a fuss or contacting the hopsital over than appointment time, I just broke down and had to see if I could do anything/get some stronger meds/see my consultant sooner. I made the call to the gastro nurses (who I was informed by my consultant there 24/7 to help) and am immediately struck with how unimportant I felt. After explaining the pain I was in, and that I had been for weeks, I was immediately told I'd phoned the wrong number and I should phone my consultants secretary (she'd gone home) to book into see him.
She then asked a few questions:
Her : Are you taking painkillers
Me: Yes
Her: Which ones?
Me: Co-codamol.
Her: Then you've probably caused it yourself. Just take paracetamol.
Me: ......
Her: Are your bowel movements regular.
Me: Not really, I did go twice today, but as I havent eaten in 4 days, I can't imagine there's much to come out.
Her: If you've not eaten, you're probably causing it yourself as you are constipated. You need to get some Fybogel.
Me: ..........
Her: What do you have?
Me: Crones Disease.
Her: I'll dig your file out and speak to the consultant, and ring you back tommorow.
Well, that was 3 days ago. Since then, the sharp pain and queesyness have abated slightly, but I'm still in vague pain with sharp pain once every hour or so, which was the same about 3 weeks ago when I ate a slice of toast and it all started again. So I'm scared to even try to eat, as I can't put up with the pain anymore, as all I want to do is scream and shout. I've had no contact from the hospital, and just feel like i'm unimportant, or worse still, they think i'm exaggerating.
The whole situation, especially the fact that my first cry for help in over a decade made me feel like a total idiot, and worthless. The fact that the nurse was giving me advice without even knowing what I had has seriously worried me. The fact that i'm in major pain, and have been told to take paracetamol (when co-codamol weren't working), and the fact that I was told to take fybogel, when I've been told in no uncertain terms (and my old pain diet diary showed I can't really tolerate fiber) to avoid fiber, leaves me in limbo.
I know I might be compacted, but I've had several small, non solid BM's over the last two days, so there's something moving.
Sorry for such a long rant, but can anyone tell me that I'm being a fool here please? I just don't know where I stand right now.
EDIT : I'm currently on 150 mg Azathioprine (Imuran) Daily, and B12 Injections quarterly.
I was diagnosed with Crohn's back in 2000, when I dropped a whole load of weight due to stomach pain, and not much other symptoms apart from the odd violently loose bm. Looking back, I think I had a pretty nasty stricture, which seemed to dissappear after the colonoscopy (they got the camera stuck, and had to pretty much forcefully rip it out) as I think they unwittingly widened the stricture.
Since then, I've had the odd flare up of major pain, but these usually lasted no more than 8 hours, then I was back to normal, managing to eat (carefully) as soon as the pain subsided.
On the run up to my last consultant appointment in November, I started to notice an increase in pain, maybe one a week or so, but it just seemed to be getting worse and worse. After I saw my consultant, I had a barium follow through which showed a stricture in the terminal illieum of around 10cm, and that I was fine and should just wait to see my consultant 5 months later (April).
Unfortunately the last 5/6 weeks of my life have been pretty hellish. Major stomach pain convulsion, stomach pain when i walk, some vommiting, constant queesyness, insanely loud stomach noises and general inability to eat anything without having serious stomach pain. My BM's are ranging from non existent to ok, but mainly because I've literally had 3 meals in over a week.
I've been taking co-codamol (OTC) for the last couple of weeks, as I just can't put up with the pain anymore. I know they cause constipation, but the way I figured it, the pain was there before, and if I'm constipated, the fact that I'm only having liquids would help that.
This week, after over a decade of having CD and never making a fuss or contacting the hopsital over than appointment time, I just broke down and had to see if I could do anything/get some stronger meds/see my consultant sooner. I made the call to the gastro nurses (who I was informed by my consultant there 24/7 to help) and am immediately struck with how unimportant I felt. After explaining the pain I was in, and that I had been for weeks, I was immediately told I'd phoned the wrong number and I should phone my consultants secretary (she'd gone home) to book into see him.
She then asked a few questions:
Her : Are you taking painkillers
Me: Yes
Her: Which ones?
Me: Co-codamol.
Her: Then you've probably caused it yourself. Just take paracetamol.
Me: ......
Her: Are your bowel movements regular.
Me: Not really, I did go twice today, but as I havent eaten in 4 days, I can't imagine there's much to come out.
Her: If you've not eaten, you're probably causing it yourself as you are constipated. You need to get some Fybogel.
Me: ..........
Her: What do you have?
Me: Crones Disease.
Her: I'll dig your file out and speak to the consultant, and ring you back tommorow.
Well, that was 3 days ago. Since then, the sharp pain and queesyness have abated slightly, but I'm still in vague pain with sharp pain once every hour or so, which was the same about 3 weeks ago when I ate a slice of toast and it all started again. So I'm scared to even try to eat, as I can't put up with the pain anymore, as all I want to do is scream and shout. I've had no contact from the hospital, and just feel like i'm unimportant, or worse still, they think i'm exaggerating.
The whole situation, especially the fact that my first cry for help in over a decade made me feel like a total idiot, and worthless. The fact that the nurse was giving me advice without even knowing what I had has seriously worried me. The fact that i'm in major pain, and have been told to take paracetamol (when co-codamol weren't working), and the fact that I was told to take fybogel, when I've been told in no uncertain terms (and my old pain diet diary showed I can't really tolerate fiber) to avoid fiber, leaves me in limbo.
I know I might be compacted, but I've had several small, non solid BM's over the last two days, so there's something moving.
Sorry for such a long rant, but can anyone tell me that I'm being a fool here please? I just don't know where I stand right now.
EDIT : I'm currently on 150 mg Azathioprine (Imuran) Daily, and B12 Injections quarterly.
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