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My aim for this post is to present myself and the last 6 months of my life that have involved illness in the form of a tenacious psoas abscess. Partially it's just written as self processing. Till this day I don't know how or why this could happen. If you have any comments or relevant experiences I'm all ears![Smile :) :)](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
February 2013. Winter holiday, outback skiing in the beautiful mountains of Norway. I'm a 28 year-old happy idiot high on life on my 2nd year of my PhD in molecular biology, with no idea of what's looming ahead. One afternoon during these days of skiing my right hip suddenly turns painful and I'm unable to retract my right foot. It feels like a lower spine disc is a bit out of place and just needs to fall back into place for it all to clear up and restore flexibility. But the problem persists and worsens. The pain originates from a tiny "spot" within my lower back. After the car drive home, I literally fall out of the driver seat and this immense cramping of my right leg grabs hold. I pay my general practitioner a visit, but no visible signs of injury are apparent and I declare I have not experienced any kind of trauma to the area. He sends me home with a perscription for voltaren painkillers. Weeks go by and the pain remains constant.
Springtime. Something is swelling and causing significant pain in my right hip. Weeks go by before I get through to my GP, hoping the problem would dissappear by itself by then. Starting from normal weight I quickly lost 8kg along with any appetite for food. Consistently experiencing night sweats. I finally get appointment and the Doc looks at me and decides we need a CT. Weeks pass and I finally get my imaging done. The day after my GP calls me in and admits me directly to the local hospital ER. Following a superficial check-up I'm transferred to the department of oncology, suspecting sarcoma and/or lymphoma. At this point I'm just so glad to be in good hands and not the slightest bit worried about cancer, I have no family history with that. My serum CRP is stable at 250mg/L and the pain is unbearable. We tried a week of morphine-like pills to take the edge of it but it was a horrible experience, being like a zombie, and I decided I was better off without it.
Summer. MRI, CT, PET, repeat. Turns out we are dealing with a bacterial abscess. Extremely compact and gelatinous pus from the abscess cavity reveals growth of "Enterococcus avium" - a bacteria associated with birds' digestive system, along with other bacteria of the gut flora. A quick search on PubMed reveals some 8 case reports of infections with the Avium bacterium in the history of medicine, of which all subjects eventually died. Puzzling (all pun intended) to say it the least. Resistance profiling of the bacteria indicates I get started on ampicillin i.v. One week later my entire body is red, turns out I'm allergic. Next try: vancomycin. With vanco I experience an unprecedented side effect involving all my skin comes off in flakes. It's not "red-man syndrome" or histamine related nor is it the dreaded Stevens-Johnson syndrome. We agree to continue vancomycin and gradually my CRP and overalll condition improves. Finally I get a drain inserted, upon insertion it drains away 1L really viscous pus. We make arrangements with the doctors so that my girlfriend who is a nurse -thank God for nurse girlfriends- can administer my vancomycin at home. She's my personal angel, mother Theresa and Elvis <3
2 months pass and I get started on ciprofloxacin and flagyl oral antibiotics as repeated ultrasound and CT imaging suggest the abscess just won't shrink in size. Doctors think it may be connected to my intestines through fistulas or be the result of diverticulitis, but ultimately fail to arrive at any conclusion. We finally discontinue vancomycin and my baby skin gets a rest. Two medical attempts to remove the drain and/or quitting antibiotics results in abscess returning with a vengeance just days after. Surgery is needed.
2 more months. Present day. Still wearing the drain, still eating oral antibiotics. Still no explanation as to how or why this abscess came to settle in my right hip. The latest conspiracy theory from the doctors involves some kind of subclinical appendicitis; "We'll cut you open and take it from there". Crohn's disease is not yet diagnosed, and I hope it stays that way. Surgery's in three weeks.
When you're sick the really important things in life are highlighted. All I want for Christmas is a lime mojito and my health back
Thank you for reading
My aim for this post is to present myself and the last 6 months of my life that have involved illness in the form of a tenacious psoas abscess. Partially it's just written as self processing. Till this day I don't know how or why this could happen. If you have any comments or relevant experiences I'm all ears
February 2013. Winter holiday, outback skiing in the beautiful mountains of Norway. I'm a 28 year-old happy idiot high on life on my 2nd year of my PhD in molecular biology, with no idea of what's looming ahead. One afternoon during these days of skiing my right hip suddenly turns painful and I'm unable to retract my right foot. It feels like a lower spine disc is a bit out of place and just needs to fall back into place for it all to clear up and restore flexibility. But the problem persists and worsens. The pain originates from a tiny "spot" within my lower back. After the car drive home, I literally fall out of the driver seat and this immense cramping of my right leg grabs hold. I pay my general practitioner a visit, but no visible signs of injury are apparent and I declare I have not experienced any kind of trauma to the area. He sends me home with a perscription for voltaren painkillers. Weeks go by and the pain remains constant.
Springtime. Something is swelling and causing significant pain in my right hip. Weeks go by before I get through to my GP, hoping the problem would dissappear by itself by then. Starting from normal weight I quickly lost 8kg along with any appetite for food. Consistently experiencing night sweats. I finally get appointment and the Doc looks at me and decides we need a CT. Weeks pass and I finally get my imaging done. The day after my GP calls me in and admits me directly to the local hospital ER. Following a superficial check-up I'm transferred to the department of oncology, suspecting sarcoma and/or lymphoma. At this point I'm just so glad to be in good hands and not the slightest bit worried about cancer, I have no family history with that. My serum CRP is stable at 250mg/L and the pain is unbearable. We tried a week of morphine-like pills to take the edge of it but it was a horrible experience, being like a zombie, and I decided I was better off without it.
Summer. MRI, CT, PET, repeat. Turns out we are dealing with a bacterial abscess. Extremely compact and gelatinous pus from the abscess cavity reveals growth of "Enterococcus avium" - a bacteria associated with birds' digestive system, along with other bacteria of the gut flora. A quick search on PubMed reveals some 8 case reports of infections with the Avium bacterium in the history of medicine, of which all subjects eventually died. Puzzling (all pun intended) to say it the least. Resistance profiling of the bacteria indicates I get started on ampicillin i.v. One week later my entire body is red, turns out I'm allergic. Next try: vancomycin. With vanco I experience an unprecedented side effect involving all my skin comes off in flakes. It's not "red-man syndrome" or histamine related nor is it the dreaded Stevens-Johnson syndrome. We agree to continue vancomycin and gradually my CRP and overalll condition improves. Finally I get a drain inserted, upon insertion it drains away 1L really viscous pus. We make arrangements with the doctors so that my girlfriend who is a nurse -thank God for nurse girlfriends- can administer my vancomycin at home. She's my personal angel, mother Theresa and Elvis <3
2 months pass and I get started on ciprofloxacin and flagyl oral antibiotics as repeated ultrasound and CT imaging suggest the abscess just won't shrink in size. Doctors think it may be connected to my intestines through fistulas or be the result of diverticulitis, but ultimately fail to arrive at any conclusion. We finally discontinue vancomycin and my baby skin gets a rest. Two medical attempts to remove the drain and/or quitting antibiotics results in abscess returning with a vengeance just days after. Surgery is needed.
2 more months. Present day. Still wearing the drain, still eating oral antibiotics. Still no explanation as to how or why this abscess came to settle in my right hip. The latest conspiracy theory from the doctors involves some kind of subclinical appendicitis; "We'll cut you open and take it from there". Crohn's disease is not yet diagnosed, and I hope it stays that way. Surgery's in three weeks.
When you're sick the really important things in life are highlighted. All I want for Christmas is a lime mojito and my health back
Thank you for reading
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