SpoonNinja
Spoonie
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im p.o'ed! i j ust got a call from my gi reminding me of my appt (which is the 25th, my bad, ive been saying 27th) and she said i was only able to talk to the pa because beyer(my gi) wouldnt be there hes on sabatical! wtf! the last time i talked to him was when i was in the hospy and i gave him the letter i wrote when i was doing my project with all the questions i had in it. he said he would put it in my file. wth is that! he couldve read it and sent me a letter back its been like 13 days since i gave it to him!!!
so im pissed cuz i wont have any of my questions answered or be able to talk about ne thing i was planning on. last time i was there they basically told me to buck up and do everything because im 18 and need to take control of my disease since i will have it for life. and at the time i was more focused on school being sr year and exams and all. so now that ive done all this research i was planning on talking with him the 5th when i had the original appt but because i ended up in the hospital he moved my appt to the 25th now the appt will be useless i will go the pa will push on my tummy aask about my pills and the DO NOTHING!!!!!!
so im going to call and bitch them out and tell them i want to reschedual my appt for when i can accually talk to beyer.
and my mom said she could call dr. hoffman (my primary) to see if he could give me pain meds (cuz im on my loely time of the month which is prolly the main inspiration for this rant) but its not even about the pain meds! i want to talkabout my crohns and all the questions i have and just everything to get it all in order and noone can do that but beyer and hes on sabatical WTH IS THAT!! i know its a vacation but come on its not even a holiday!!
ugh im just mad and irritaated and am ranting on here cuz i dun want to to my mom cuz i dun wanna upset her because she already does so much to help me. i really want to get a new gi but i have medicade and there are only so m any options i have because we dont have a car so my grandma has to drive us everywhere and she watched dorthys (my incompitent cousins) 4 kids so when we have to go anywhere we get a sob story about how its so hard to drive us ne where to far away. and they wont let us use one of their cars or buy is a used one or ne thing because she likes to control us. and thats not exageraating. so idk what to do idk how much more of this i can take and i cant find ne more drs in my area and i just dont know.
ive even cleaned the entire house cuz im so mad and theres nothing more i can do! i need to talk to my gi about everything. i mean dont get me wrong this place has answers a lot of my questions but i need to talk to a dr that knows my entire history and all that, and apparently there are no drs that could give a **** about anybody any more they dont care all they care about is getting paid and if you have medicade your not paying so your not worth their time. jeeze i dont know, im sorry this rant is so long, thanx for anyone who accually read the whole thing, i could keep going but i wont. i feel a little better. im going to go find more things to clean, maybe bleach the bathroom....
im p.o'ed! i j ust got a call from my gi reminding me of my appt (which is the 25th, my bad, ive been saying 27th) and she said i was only able to talk to the pa because beyer(my gi) wouldnt be there hes on sabatical! wtf! the last time i talked to him was when i was in the hospy and i gave him the letter i wrote when i was doing my project with all the questions i had in it. he said he would put it in my file. wth is that! he couldve read it and sent me a letter back its been like 13 days since i gave it to him!!!
so im pissed cuz i wont have any of my questions answered or be able to talk about ne thing i was planning on. last time i was there they basically told me to buck up and do everything because im 18 and need to take control of my disease since i will have it for life. and at the time i was more focused on school being sr year and exams and all. so now that ive done all this research i was planning on talking with him the 5th when i had the original appt but because i ended up in the hospital he moved my appt to the 25th now the appt will be useless i will go the pa will push on my tummy aask about my pills and the DO NOTHING!!!!!!
so im going to call and bitch them out and tell them i want to reschedual my appt for when i can accually talk to beyer.
and my mom said she could call dr. hoffman (my primary) to see if he could give me pain meds (cuz im on my loely time of the month which is prolly the main inspiration for this rant) but its not even about the pain meds! i want to talkabout my crohns and all the questions i have and just everything to get it all in order and noone can do that but beyer and hes on sabatical WTH IS THAT!! i know its a vacation but come on its not even a holiday!!
ugh im just mad and irritaated and am ranting on here cuz i dun want to to my mom cuz i dun wanna upset her because she already does so much to help me. i really want to get a new gi but i have medicade and there are only so m any options i have because we dont have a car so my grandma has to drive us everywhere and she watched dorthys (my incompitent cousins) 4 kids so when we have to go anywhere we get a sob story about how its so hard to drive us ne where to far away. and they wont let us use one of their cars or buy is a used one or ne thing because she likes to control us. and thats not exageraating. so idk what to do idk how much more of this i can take and i cant find ne more drs in my area and i just dont know.
ive even cleaned the entire house cuz im so mad and theres nothing more i can do! i need to talk to my gi about everything. i mean dont get me wrong this place has answers a lot of my questions but i need to talk to a dr that knows my entire history and all that, and apparently there are no drs that could give a **** about anybody any more they dont care all they care about is getting paid and if you have medicade your not paying so your not worth their time. jeeze i dont know, im sorry this rant is so long, thanx for anyone who accually read the whole thing, i could keep going but i wont. i feel a little better. im going to go find more things to clean, maybe bleach the bathroom....
