I called my Drs office today and told them I am not going to continue Remicade. I simply cant afford it.
My husband moved to days so he could help me out at night. (9 months was to long for him) Well that meant he moved his second job to nights. So really I gain one night a week from him. Which means he dosent have time to look for a better job. So we lost his night shift diff. Now our medical goes up $275 a
month.
I am very tired and worn out from being sick. I am tired of being in pain. I want (need?) some one who "gets it" I dont feel this way to piss anyone off
or to "get out" of doing things around the house. In the last two years I went
back to work , part time sales, to asst mgr. I have worked my ass off to gain the respect and hours I have needed to earn the hours I need for my paycheck. I had no experience, I have just worked very hard to get here. All the while having a flare of my crohns. I dont even always take a full day off on my treatment days.
Today Crohns has won the fight Hopefully soon I will figure out how to turn the tables and be the winner! Maybe tomorrow I wont feel so damned overwhelmed and tired!
Lauren
:angry-banghead:
My husband moved to days so he could help me out at night. (9 months was to long for him) Well that meant he moved his second job to nights. So really I gain one night a week from him. Which means he dosent have time to look for a better job. So we lost his night shift diff. Now our medical goes up $275 a
month.
I am very tired and worn out from being sick. I am tired of being in pain. I want (need?) some one who "gets it" I dont feel this way to piss anyone off
or to "get out" of doing things around the house. In the last two years I went
back to work , part time sales, to asst mgr. I have worked my ass off to gain the respect and hours I have needed to earn the hours I need for my paycheck. I had no experience, I have just worked very hard to get here. All the while having a flare of my crohns. I dont even always take a full day off on my treatment days.
Today Crohns has won the fight Hopefully soon I will figure out how to turn the tables and be the winner! Maybe tomorrow I wont feel so damned overwhelmed and tired!
Lauren
:angry-banghead: